꧁𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯꧂

Im ok 

Hinata's POV
It's fucking cold I swear what's up with the weather I feel like our weather is bipolar because one day it will be sunny nice and warm in the next day it's freezing what the hell
Anyway I have to get up to go to school it's such a shame that I can't sleep in longer I wish I could but I have to beat kageyama to the gym for practice as I get dressed add downstairs to see my mom she's preparing breakfast put on my shoes and as I open the door  I smell the air and it smells crispy nice I don't know how to explain it I say goodbye to my mom I have to run to beat him I have to talk to him that's what you're supposed to do in a relationship communication right I wish I knew for certain I wish I could just read his mind but I can't it's a shame I'm running to school I see all the beautiful clouds so it's like I'm looking at a painting the skies a crimson red just like the blush of dawn well I mean it is dawn what was I expecting I decide to stop for a second to my stare at the sky I know I see it every morning but I could never wrap my head around how beautiful the sky is sometimes all of a sudden I hear footsteps coming up behind me and someone screaming

"you idiot I'm going to win"
Turn around to see Kageyama running so fast with all his might he passed me easily because I was standing I decide to run again so I wouldn't lose to him
"I wouldn't bet on your winning I'm going to be the one that wins this time"

We finally make it to the school and sadly he wins

"Ha you idiot I told you I was going to win haha"
"Yeah yeah who won rub it in why don't you"
"Why the long face my dear are you sad because you didn't win it's OK "

I hate it when he makes fun of me sometimes

"OK so what I'm pouting it doesn't matter anyway let's just go inside OK"
"Whatever you say, my dear"

He pulls me in close I love being next to him I love the smell of him it smells like the sun I like that about him as sad as it is I have to push him away what if the other member see I don't want them to think I'm rubbing it in their faces, of course, I told them all about Kageyama and me, of course, I would I mean I don't want anyone else to be with him because he's my boyfriend but I don't want them to think that I'm rubbing it in their face is that I have one and they don't

"OK what's wrong how come you push me away do I smell or something"
"No, it's nothing I just.....you know how I am with PDA"
"oh yeah sorry I forgot well how about I come over to your house later tonight"
"I would like that you can come over we can make a cake together"
"It's settled then I'll come over to your house later"

He's so sweet I do like him and I'm glad that he likes me too he pulls me in close again I feel like my whole face is as red as a strawberry right now but that's OK

" well look at the lovebirds while I wouldn't expect them to cuddle this early in the morning"
"I know it's so sad I mean do they have to rub into her faces"
"I know Kiyoko still hasn't confessed her love to me"
I swear they're always so dramatic so what were cuddling that's what couples do as long as we weren't making out or anything I don't see what the problem is
"Don't worry Ryuu she'll confess in no time I know it"
"Honestly hay Hope You're Right Well let's go in and set up if not Daichi Will be furious you saw what happened last time"
"Oh come on don't remind me Ryuu"
"Sorry I know it pains you to remember too"
With that being said we go inside of course after we change into our gym clothing

꧁Time skip꧂

Soon after all the others arrive and we start practicing I think I've improved so much but I don't know I don't want to seem too prideful you know
"All right everyone  Nice practice I'll see you guys after school oh and Kageyama and Hinata you too will have to clean up it's your turn this week"
It was our turn to clean up this will give me the perfect chance to finally talk to him one on one I'll tell him how I've been feeling lately now is the perfect time to tell him I never get another chance like this again
"Hey so Kageyama how come you didn't text me or call me the other day I understand if you were busy I don't want to seem possessive you know I just want to know because we talk every night and you didn't call or text so I got a little worried"
as soon as I saw the question the air felt awkward almost like he was hiding something for me he didn't say anything it was silent and I didn't like it
"Oh sorry my love I was sleeping you see I had to help my mom around the house I'm sorry did I make you worry"
"Yeah of course you made me worry I thought that something happened to you"
"I see I'll make sure not to make you worry anymore"
That's Tone of  voice that he has makes me feel at home relaxed just a bit even though I know full well that he's lying I can't take it anymore I have to tell him when I least expected it blurted out
"You weren't helping your mother and you weren't sleeping either while I was  at tuskishima House I saw the location you were at somebody else's house who's why didn't you tell me we're supposed to tell each other these things aren't we"
"OK so what I was at a friends house I didn't want to tell you because I knew you would overreact like this"
"Overreact the only reason I'm overreacting is that you were we're lying to me why would you lie to me I don't have a problem with you hanging out with your friends but if you lie to me about it I don't know what to feel"
"Listen babe let's not argue come on let's just go to class"
"Don't you dare touch me don't you dare step another foot in my direction"
"Why are you acting like this it's not like I cheated on you now calm down"
"Really if you weren't then why would you have a reason to lie straight to my face why don't you just tell me you were at your friend's house and you can answer the phone because you guys are watching a movie or something"
It's irritated annoyed I'm done with putting up with all these lies I just want to leave I just want to scream at him and scream at his face calling him stupid I want to cry so bad but I can't let him have the satisfaction of them knowing that I'm bothered 
"Why do you always have to act like this so what I told a little lie I didn't wanna make you worried"
"Lying to me and not telling the truth does make me worry what if you were doing something terrible if you were doing drugs and I didn't know and I couldn't help you when I couldn't stop you"
"Listen I'm sorry please don't cry"
"I'm leaving please don't come to my house later tonight I need to sort out my thoughts"
"Come on babe come back please I'm sorry"
I need to run as fast as I can my tears won't dry I don't wanna feel this pain I hate this I'm running back home I wanna go home crawl under my blanket and just cry scream let it out have a breakdown
I'm tired of all the lies I'm tired of  Kageyama
Lying to me I'm tired of lying to myself saying that everything's all right saying that I'm OK when I'm not  I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK
"I'm OK"
A/N
hey so thank you for reading again I'm glad that somebody is at least enjoying my work I'm sorry that this was a little sad I'm also sorry if I make any spelling or grammar mistakes I'm not the brightest when it comes to that but I do have an imagination and I wanna share it with all of you so thank you for reading