꧁𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯꧂

I'll explain

Hinatas pov

Fuck fuck I'm starting to think the universe hates me why am I such an idiot
"H..Hinata what are you doing here"
"I was looking for you"
"Oh well how long were you here for"
"Not too long just got here so what were you guys talking about"
"Nothing just things that happened in middle school"
"I see well let's go the whole team is waiting for us"
You're lying again how many times is he going to lie to me it just hurts but I know I'm doing the same thing so I have no room to talk

It was a nice day so we decided to play outside we had some outside courts
Of course, the place that we were having the training camp was pretty big since a lot of schools had to go

"Hinata here"
Kageyama passed the ball to me but I missed and the other team got a point
" OK what the hell was that how could you miss the ball"
He was right how could I was right in front of me
An unenthusiastic voice decided to talk
"don't yell at him he's probably just having an off day May I remind you about what happened earlier in the dining hall"
I turned to see its ennoshita
He looked pretty worn out and tired he must be annoyed
Kageyama looked especially annoyed

Somehow we managed to win the game
I went to go find kenma to reassure him about the outburst in the dining hall
"Hey lev do you know where kenma is"
"Oh hey Hinata kenma is over there"
He pointed to pudding hair boy that was drinking water I walk towards him thinking of all the scenarios that might happen I know he won't hate me we're best friends after all but still I can't help but be scared to explaining what's going on in my life

"Hey kenma"
"Oh hey shoyo"
"So I have to tell you something"
"Ok tell me"
I was worried how he would take what's going on will you judge me I hope not he's one of my very best friends
"Don't be scared I won't judge you"
I'm guessing my facial expressions gave it away that I was nervous and scared

"So tuskishima likes Yamaguchi but Yamaguchi is dating yachi"
".....ok"
"Yachi told me about this and I was crying because I felt bad that tuskishima eventually will find out about this and I just don't want him to feel any more pain he's gone through so much already and I just don't want him to cry anymore"
I hope that explained it in the best way possible I don't know if I did
" is that all you have to tell me or is there are more"
"No there's more"
I hesitated to tell him this part but I decided to he's my best friend he wouldn't judge me
"so basically after she told me that she and Yamaguchi are dating she  left me alone.....
I was crying I was having a mental break down I couldn't calm down I just kept feeling bad for tuskishima and then guess who came waltzing in at the perfect time"

"Tuskishima"
"Yup..... so he saw me cry a lot and he kept wondering why I was crying and he kept asking why I was crying but I just didn't want to say a thing he made sure that I was all right he hugged me until I felt better"

"wait he did what he hugged you"
"......yes"
" The snarky pessimistic giraffe hugged you"
"Yes"
"well shit I never saw that coming all right continue"

"Ok so I guess he was still bothered that I was crying so much yesterday so today during lunch he tried talking to me about it but I just didn't wanna talk to him about it because I knew I'd cry again and I don't wanna cry in front of everybody so I yelled at him to knock it off........ and I yelled at him saying I'm doing this for you because I don't want to hurt him"
"Now it does make sense why you did scream that"

"Yup after that he ran after me and we talked a little bit and we made up and we're OK now but then I went to go look for Kageyama and he was talking with onion head and he knows that I was crying......in tuskishima's arms when yachi told me her and yamaguchi are dating"

"what the hell dude like this is a lot to like wrap my brain around how could so much drama just happened in the span of one week two weeks? how long has this been going on"
"Around 3-4 weeks"
"OK that makes a little bit more sense"