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A/n:I might put small gifs or pictures before a os we'll see but here's this one!
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Sirius Black had lots of nightmares after he left the Grimmauld Place. All the memories of the night before he left would all go into one horrible dream. The night he left was one thing he enjoyed but also hated. He left his little brother with monsters. Literal monsters.
Sirius woke up sweating looking around seeing he wasn't in that horrible place anymore. He looked at Remus closed curtain. They barley started dating or seeing each other. Was it too early? He was shaking while he stood up with a small blanket wrapped around his shoulders. He opened Remus' curtain looking at a very comfortable sleeping Remus. He walked in front of his something — cause they hadn't labeled whatever they had—. He stared at him, Remus had his mouth slightly open snoring slightly. Sirius nudged Remus lightly only making the taller boy stir and turn another way around.
"Re," Sirius whispered nudging him again
"Mmm" was all Remus said moving back to the side he was on before falling back asleep.
"Rem," Sirius said a little louder making the boy in bed wake up a little startled looking around confused.
"Pads? W-what are you doing up? You alright?" Remus asked moving a little so Sirius could join him in bed. Sirius wrapped his arms around Remus' waist still shaking a little.
"Mm, bad dream" Sirius mumbled into Remus' neck.
"Wanna talk about it?" Remus questioned
"No, j-just hold me." Sirius said kissing Remus' neck softly.
"Okay" Remus nodded running his fingers through Sirius' hair, kissing the top of his head.
"Please don't leave me" Sirius mumbled in a whisper
"M'not going anywhere Pads. I'm right here" Remus whispered back tilting Sirius' head to look up at him kissing Sirius nose making the raven haired boy smile.
Sirius couldn't sleep not cause he was scared of the nightmares but because he was in the arms of someone he was beginning to fall for. He looked up to see Remus sleeping. Sirius picked up his hand letting his fingers dance in Remus' mousy hair. He never thought he'd be able to love or be loved. He felt loved when he was in Remus' arms. But he didn't know if Remus actually loved him. Sirius was always scared of rejection. He grew up knowing being with someone the same gender was wrong but he didn't care. He actually loved Remus. He smiled to himself kissing Remus' cheek then snuggling into his arms. He loved someone. He was actually capable of loving someone.
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AUTHORS NOTE
Very small chapter I know I'm sorry. It's a small fluff. I know the nightmare is a main head cannon but I wanted to start like this. This I how i see them.
