So it's 6:30 and I am wearing my black veil brides shirt with my bat man jacket and my black skinny jeans and black vans now I know my hair is short but if you don't brush or straighten it I look like a lion I put on my beanie and put a little foundation and my usual heavy eye makeup then I slip my now fully charged phone in my pocket grab my bag and but my ticket along with the meet and greet ticket I am running down stairs and am about to get something to eat before I leave and my mom walks in and says "hey sweetie I know the concert is soon and I don't want you to miss it here's $100 take it to get food closer to the concert and buy yourself some stuff from the concert" I smile "thanks mom this means the world and I'm so glad I'll get to thank them for being one of the main reasons im not in that dark hole anymore see when I was 12 i wanted t ocommit suicide I self harmed I ended up in a mental hospital and all of that but I don't want your pity but ya anyways I'm out of that but the scars never faded so many people think it's recent "honey it's 7:20 you should get goung" wow I've been thinking for so long "ok thanks mom love you bye" I drive close to the place park the car and walk in I'm it really hungry at the moment so I'll eat after I still can't wait!!! I get in and look for my seat my sister is so awesome she got me front row seats !! Wow it's 7:58 I should get to my seat I sit and wait for what seems like hours but is actually only like 3-4 minutes and then I hear WHATSUP MOTHERFUCKERS READY FOR AN AWESOME SHOW !! A chorus of yes' and I love you Andy's came from the crowd they started playing songs like
Knives and Pens
Perfect Weapon
The Morticians Daughter
Saviour
Carolyn
And so many more amazing songs then it was over and I headed to where the meet and greet was I showed them my ticket and I was in. There they are 5 amazing people and it's my turn they all smile and I'm so awkward and uhhhh."Hi what's your name?"cc said "Crystal rose"but it came out as a whisper but he heard it and he signed my white converse I brought for them to sign and I moved to Ashley "sup beautiful"he says smiling widely and sending me a cheesy wink "your not bringing a fan Ashley!"Andy yells I let out a chuckle and he groans I move on to jinxx "hi nice to meet you "he says while signing my converse and passes them to Jake "hi nice to meet you Crystal" "hi Jake I love your YouTube videos there amazing"I said smiling lightly "thank you it means a lot that you watch them "he says while passing the shoes to Andy "hello nice to meet yoi"he says I smile the widest I've ever smiled before and then his smile fades he stands up and hugs me and it was so unexpected I gasp and then relax "it's gonna be alright you will get through this I promise you it will get better"he says oh he must have seen my old scars "I promise they are really old I was 12 when it happened and I actually survived mostly because of your band and I thank you so much for that"I replied knowing he actually cared for his fans "ok how old are you now I wanna know how long you've been clean" I am 18 years old"I replied "guys she's legal!"Ashley says "shut it Purdy"Jake says I chuckle while the band spare time to slap him on the back of the head "so you are-"he starts counting on his fingers then smiles widely "-6 years clean" "yep" I say I get pictures of with the guys and head out I start driving a little then I run out of gas In the middle of nowhere great!......
Sorry I'm getting used to writing hope you enjoy even though it's not really well written
