I'm Still Here, It's Not The [END]

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...6 months have passed. Yes, 6 months without Gikwang, and more importantly Junhyung. There was nothing you could do to stop them, or find them, because they're busy with schedules. You had no idea about what they're feeling right now, if Gikwang and Junhyung are getting along, if they're eating well, if they still think about you...
Life became pretty lonely. Gikwang and Junhyung were your only friends in town and without them it quickly became so, boring. You opened your notebook to see some lyrics you wrote for 'Black Paradise.'

"As I don't rest and keep running
It feels like it will come before my eyes,
That's what I believe
Snap out of it please, snap out of it –
Everything becomes faint
And I lose my focus but I hear
Your voice calling my name"

"I wish i heard his voice calling my name." you thought, as you closed the notebook and laid down hopelessy on your bed again. Staring at the rooftop, remembering all you guys' memories.
"I just wanna know what they're up to... I miss them... especially my Junnie."  you thought as tears formed in your eyes.

This became pretty much your daily life after the departure between you and the boys.
You were on a break from school, so being there for distraction won't help either, but even that won't work, because both the people you spent your school time with are gone.
You were exhausted, but you stood up towards the mirror. You stared into it for a good amount of time and saw yet more tears forming into it.
"No. Not again." you thought as you picked up a make-up wipe to cleanse your face.
With lots of strength you got dressed and decided to walk through the little forest nearby your house while listening to some good k-pop songs.
You tied your hair into a messy ponytail and put on a cap to hide the eventual puffyness of your eyes.

You walked through the forest and encountered a little wooden bridge. You looked to your side and saw the best sight you've ever seen. A pretty lake with cute koi fish.
"Wow... this looks like a miracle."  you thought.
You took out your earbuds and came closer to the river to observe the fish better.

You took out your earbuds and came closer to the river to observe the fish better

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"This looks absolutely unreal." you thought further.
Two fish came up to you and started swirling around each other.
"W-wait, that brings good luck right? Does that mean something good is coming on my path soon?" you thought.
The other koi fish joined and formed themselves into a heart.
Your eyes widened. Your smile became enormous.

"Thank you, lovely fish." you said out loud as you stood up and listened to some happy upbeat kpop songs while dancing around like crazy in the forest. You even started to sing along and act as if you're an idol.
If anyone would see you know they'll probably think you're insane, but no. This is pure happiness you experienced.

When you got out of the forest you decided to walk back through the city.

When you got out of the forest you decided to walk back through the city

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