But I Believe In Us

Chapter 40

NICKI'S P.O.V
3 weeks
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It's been three whole weeks since I haven't been hanging with Drake I miss him, I miss the argruing, I miss the kisses, I miss him always grabbing my butt, I miss him and everything he did or does period.
I haven't been sleeping well I know he hasn't etheir. I haven't eaten anything at all except a granola bar Rih stuffed in my mouth to help me through the process of eating she's been trying to get me to eat I can't though. You might say I'm dramatic or whatever but this is what it feels like when you love Aubrey Drake Graham.

Is this depression? I never had it before I guess this is Depression but I left him he must be worst then me.

Rihanna kicked me out of my thoughts.
Rih:"Onika."
Me:"Yes."
Rih:"Stop crying he loves you, go over there."
Me:"No. He is prolly mad and pissed at me or sad I can't see him like that."
Rih:"He called your phone over 200 times"
Me:"That was the first week he hasn't called these past two weeks."
Rih deep sighed.
Rih:"Go eat something."
Me:"I'm not hungry."
Rih:"Go eat Onika.I know your hungry."
I just burried myself into my covers then got up to shiwer because I noticed what time it was.
I got dressed then went to the community kitchen.
I passed his door I wanted to knock I did but I ran before he got to the door.
I heard him say 'onika? Nah i'm trippin.'

My eyes got watery as I walked into the kitchen and brought a granola bar I really didn't feel like eating. I got greeted by other students I knew.

I went back to her dorm and went to sleep.