crying glitter and drinking stars

colors

and we broke up

i was so blue

and you kissed her

i was so red

and i wanted you to kiss me

i was so grey

and you made sick

i was so green

and then i was alone

i was so black

and then you asked me back

i was so pink

and i said no

i was so gold

and you walked away

and i was shimmering

and i realized i let you go

i was so purple

and a week later

i was so yellow

and a month passed

i was so white

and six months passed

and i was silver

and a year passed

i was so pastel

i'm dull and alone

and all of the sudden

i am a crying

absence of light

where did my colors go?