"Things happened. Bad things. But they already happened. There's no use in letting yourself hold on to regret. It will do nothing."
But I knew I should be saying that to myself. I was stuck; the familiarity of this country, the career I poured my blood, sweat, and tears for, and the comfort it brought had shown itself to me yet again, but for some sick, twisted reason, I was seeking fsomething else: the thrill. A sense of unfamiliarity but promising peace. Cagayan. Oasis. A certain someone who was waiting for me in a place we both came to 'just because'.
A home to ease my longing.
I was stuck, left wondering if I really could do nothing for myself. I could almost feel regret seeping through my veins, threatening to burst and destroy me from the inside, begging me to let go.
And it was beyond me. I didn't know how, because I was still here. I couldn't go.
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רומנטיקהEvadne Alonzo made the difficult decision to run away from the place she once called home, the disownment of her brother severing the already faulty ties hidden by their family of world-renowned pilots. She wandered around the streets of Sta. Ana, C...
