Enemies with Benefits: Freshman in Training

Step 28: Don't Give In

No dates at first because I seriously can't remember them.

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You've all read books on here. Like Project Popularity where Summer and Luke break up? Or when Oliver and Stella break up? You know it's big.

For my small town, it's Tate and Dylan. Our very own Freshman It-Couple has broke up.

Now when Bella told me, like I said before, I was in shock. I little more in shock when I scrolled through Tate's twitter.

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'@Sophia: Some People were put in your life as a blessing and some are lessons. There are some people who are boh' *Also retweeted my Dylan.

'You only know you love her when you let her go.'

'But I don't wanna change my wallpaper :,('

'I'd trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday ):'

'I just want this year to be over already!'

'Can everything that incolves doing something get canceled so I can just sleep for the rest of my life?'

I mean I felt for the girl. Who wouldn't fall hard for Dylan? He's Dylan!

Dylan was gone the rest of the week. Came Monday, ski trip Tuesday, and sick the rest of the week. But I think this time the break-up is serious because Dylan is the one who dumped her. I think before Tate dumped him.

I've also been getting along with Tate a lot more. Sure the girl's 75% bitch but doesn't hurt to try and get along. It's not that hard as long as you take what she says lightly.

Then also twice in math, Kevin would make funny faces and I'd end up laughing and we'd end up kinda smiling at each other before I broke it off. One was Friday (17th) I believe.

But I can't help but get jealous when I see him talking to Bella. I mean yeah they're group buds but seriouly it kinda hurts especially that their in my direct view. Him smelling her -God that was painful-, laughing with her, helping each other; it hurts me. I'm jealous. Yeah I'll admit it.

I'm not going to say I'm not jealous because I am.

OH!

For you all who have read the entire series so far, do you remember when Kevin touched my arm in like 7th or 8th grade and I had pain in my arm for the rest of the day?

It happened again.

1-17-14

I fidigted with my pencil. Alina was gone, but every time Kevin had a question, he asked Makayla, not me. He didn't say a word to me. Didn't look at me. Didn't bug me. Didn't do anything. I wanted something; anything! I feel like things have grown awkward between us since Ms. McComb said we're going to get married.

I wanted us to get married. I wanted us to be togther. I wanted to be able to call Kevin Brooks mine.

"Put your books up." Ms. A told us. I got up as did Kevin. But Kevin had longer strides and reached the crowded shelf.

Maybe if I 'run' into him he'll say something? I'm clumzy! I do it all the time! Hell I did it this morning!

I kept my head down so it appeared it didn't see where I was going.

I thought he'd stop but he didn't. I paused my feet right before I rammed into him. That did not go as planned.

"Sorry!" I blurted.

"You're fine." He flicked his eyes on me for a second before looking over me and resting a hand on the side of my shoulder, keeping it there for two seconds before walking past me.