Dean and I, we use to be friends but, I don't know, I messed everything up like I always do. And now I don't even know who he is anymore but no ones to blame for that except myself. Cas can't let go of the things he's done or the people he's lost, and its slowly killing him inside. Dean was his only friend and now he's a lone, stuck with a family that hates him for who he choses to love. He's broken, beaten, and lost, and all he ever wanted was to be loved by a certain green eyed boy. And where's Dean in all of this? Missing the man he loved but was to afraid to let in.