Shhh, You're Okay Now
[Modern Thomas JeffersonXJames Madison]
[Featuring Transboy Madison]
I gently pulled my boyfriend into a tight hug and rubbed his back."Shhh, it's okay, James. It's okay."He cried into my chest, soaking my clothes, but I didn't care, he was the only thing that mattered right now.My loving boyfriend for two years, James Madison, I came out to me as Transgender tonight and I think I caused him to cry by spitting out my drink and staring at him like a dear in the head lights.I didn't mean to, it's just when your in a fancy restaurant in the middle of a date; you're not exactly expecting your lover to tell you that they're trans.He hasn't spoken me to yet and it was about three hours ago that we had left the restaurant.I feel horrible about this and I really wanted to make it up to him. When we had first gotten home, he had ran up to our room and slammed the door on me. It had taken me over a hour to convince him to come and he still wouldn't talk to me.I sighed gently as I held him close.