Hi my name is nae Baker ,my life as not always bring me down the people with whom I'm friends with did and one by one I just cut them from my life. They didn't like that I was a homebody and hated the night club life I get it I'm 25 years old and I have a great job as a doctor and I get payed a lot and I should be living my life, but they don't get it. I hate the way I look and many people told me they love my hips and loved my short legs, but I'm plus size and I hate the way men would look at me as if saying oh look a next black over weight bitch. I can't even get a date. Here I am in this cafe trying to look at myself in a better light and it just makes me so angry why can't someone love me?, why can't they see I'm beautiful and just needed to be loved?, why do I hate myself so? much?