This is a one shot I wrote on the intend to insert it in a much bigger story. It's Derek remembering a conversation he had with Stiles in Mexico after last scene of season 4. It's canon except for the fact that Derek did not woke up as a wolf. He made it through but he is still human. It's pre Sterek with no slash. As I said it could be a part of a bigger story I have ideas for. What do you think? Should I write it?