The love of my life comes to visit me from across the country in a month and when he leaves i leave with him. Sometimes it's hard to express how much i love him. How afraid i am. How confused i am. How excited i am. And how much i look forward to my life with him. So every day until he comes, I'll write a couple lines to express my thoughts for the day. October 30, 2015- 6 months later and now married to this wonderful man. Since writing this I've gone back and deleted lots of what I've written. They were just poems written by a confused and panicked woman. But now i see I had nothing to worry about. :)