I was convinced that all that's happening are just a game to me. like that what keeps me going to keep playing but gradually this situation has been beyond my control. I slapped my face then look at the mirror in front of me blurted -"Sh*t I'm not in love it's just game to me" while looking a my red blushing face when I remember what happen yesterday.. it can't be Renesmae whisper while caressing her heating blushing cheecks.