This is a true story. This is my story. It isn't for the faint of heart. This is how I have always been at the crossroads between hope and despare. How I feel like society, churches, school, and family all failed me. This will have depictions of childhood abuse, neglect, and suicidal thoughts and tendencies. This story may be dark and disturbing. However, maybe it can help someone someday. Maybe help someone who has been in a similar situation. Mainly, I'm doing this as a sort of therapy.