Dear Diary, Have you ever thought of not belonging with other people? Constantly trying to fit in yet all efforts were in vain. But you see, I've found a solution for fitting in. Do you want to know what the solution is? A PERSONA. You conduct yourself according to what people like. That's how you fit in. Now, you may say that this is all wrong, dear diary. Yes, but in a way, it is also right. If one has a crush and you want the feelings to be mutual, wouldn't you want to know your crush's taste, change yourself to that preference, in order to be liked? It's an effective approach. I should know because I've succeeded in getting along with everyone. The only downside to this is that it's tiring to always pretend. The loneliness that you felt when you're alone wouldn't be able to compare to the loneliness you'll feel when you're with people. I've... been there. Anyway, this should be enough for now, dear diary. I'll see you tomorrow. *** "Famous Actress, Pauline Umali, was discovered hiding drugs after a fan snuck to their house! The fan was arrested for breaking and entering while the actress was tried for a drug test..." As the news showed a famous actress's house, the face of the actress, and a blurred face of the fan, Eileen couldn't take her eyes off the screen and even forgot to blink. For a whole day, she was in a daze. *** The crackling sound of the fire echoed through the dark room. The sound of ripping pages from a notebook can be heard amidst the darkness. The papers were soon covered in red... "Goodbye forever.... Dear diary"