I wasn't ready for the rollercoaster my life was gonna be in once I sat beside the black haired girl in my Math class. ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ Vivian Bargo, a young seventeen year old girl, just experienced the crumbling loss of her father. It's been a month since he died and the police department marked his death as a suicide but Vivian believes there is more than that. She goes searching for clues on who killed her father or what killed her father but in the making of searching she gets herself in trouble. Trouble she can't fix alone. Xavier Davidson, a young eighteen year old boy, gets pulled into her life by fate. Vivian tries to stop him as she knows what she's getting herself into is dangerous, but she doesn't know how dangerous what she's doing actually could be. Xavier insists on hanging out with her as he sees something different and special in her like no other he's seen before. But that only gets him in trouble too. Will Xavier be able to handle the confusion, the pain, and the anger as somehow along the way Vivian's discoveries destroy his life even more than it already was before? Will Vivian be able to hold onto her secret forever or will she finally break free and let the feelings she held out in the open? And what happens when doing what she knew was wrong gets very much proven to be the stupidest decision ever? But who is Zander Lawson and why does he know so much? And last but not least, Will they survive?