Being addicted to something is like being on a Ferris wheel, you only start it because you wanted to see the view but once your at the top there's no way you want to get back down. You want the high to last forever not ever wanting your feet to be brought back to the surface. And when you want to get rid of your addiction you can't because it's too hard especially if your addicted to a person. Finally Avery Riggs is starting to see a future developing in her view. Starting to see hope that her life isn't going to be filled with nightmares and monsters like her childhood. Because no way in hell was she allowing that to keep on happening for another 17 years. No way. She wants change and she wants it now. Hudson Bell aka grumpy hockey player is well known for his dangerously handsome and being able to shred it on the ice (so he says). But other than that he is a mystery a book with blank pages yet to be filled out with lies, truths, dark secrets and juicy thoughts.