'Love begins when you start loving yourself' That's what I thought, but no. Love begins when he start loving me. Love begins when he start loving me and accept my flaws and imperfections. But love can't hold if you made a mistake. A mistake that you would surely regret your whole life. A mistake that turn my life upside down. My yesterday's mistake is still hunting me. I want to move on, I want to move forward. But the past didn't let me, and maybe the situation I'm in right now won't let me moved on. And now, I am the one who's suffering because of that stupid decision. My life's at risk right now.