TRIGGER WARNING!! THIS STORY CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING: -su*cidal thoughts -su*cide attempts -self h*rm 17-year-old Amelia grew up being a target of bullying but never has she tried to reach out for help. "Your facial expressions define your emotions, so always keep a smile on your face no matter what. Tears form in your eyes when you are upset, don't ever let your eyes fill up with tears. You use your mouth to communicate but whenever you are in need of desperate help, never let that mouth of yours open." was what Amelia's stepmother, Molly, told young Amelia as a way to keep Amelia silent about Amelia's bullies.