"Akashi, I miss you. I miss all of you. I miss spending time with you. I know you're busy, I know you have important things to deal with, but I just miss you. I can't take it anymore. It's so hard not being able to see you as much as I want, and I know you make all the time for me that you can, and I'm so grateful, but Sei, I'm so lonely. So so lonely. I feel so hopeless, so empty. I contemplate what I'm even doing with my life all of the time. I tried my best to hide all of this from you because I don't want you to view me as pathetic. I want to be happy for you, I'm sorry." (AkashixDepressed!Reader one-shot) *Angst, fluff..* *TW, talks of depression and suicide.