"sign it dea " I looked at the paper and then back to him "but I.. " before I could say anything , he clapped his hands in front of me, stopping me from saying anything more " please " tears started to flow down my eyes , I stared at him with tears , finally giving up myself , I holded the pen firmly around my finger and scratched out my sign, my heart ached , I just felt like I destroyed my life with my own hands 'you will wait for me , right ? ' his voice echoed my ear 'till my last breath ' How could I spend my entire life with someone else when I already gave my heart and soul to him . The thought even grossed me . >>> "don't touch me " I flinched , moving away from him " but Ayra " he took a step were I stopped him showing up my palm "stop , don't move " I quavered collapsing on his bed " why did you married me , just why " I gritted my teeth ,crying out .holding the edge of the comfort in a fist " I'm no more a virgin , I lost my virginity and soul to him " I shutted my eyes , crying more and more "I know " my head shotted up at him hastily