"I push you away without you knowing that I want you to embrace me and don't go." My life seems fixed but there's still a crack that's showing the agony of my soul. All was still fresh that's turning into a nightmare and made me feel this coldness when midnight fell. I thought I'll forever fear the horrible horrors of my life, until under the rain, while I'm trying to ease the pain and wash away all the uncontrollable thoughts of mine, my shivering numb body because of coldness, calmed by his warm embrace. Started: June 15, 2021 Ended: October 31, 2021