it's over. and he's gone. love of his life left him in this cruel word alone. steve's now on his own and has to deal with his loss by his own. he has to... out of despair steve starts counting days, starting with the day the avengers won and steve lost tony. everybody tells him, to move on but he can't. steve promises to start a new life and forget the past but he can't stop thinking about the look tony gave him the day he died... full of love and apologies, but most importantly, the last one. steve starts writing letters to tony, hoping one day he will come back and read them all.