My fist were sore from hitting him over and over again. his rock hard body not even fliching at my dispirit fails of hurting him like he had me. I slow my pace at hitting him as the tears start flowing down my face. ’No Roxanne! You must not cry you must not show weakness.!’ I screamed at myself but I just couldn’t handle it anymore. Everthing that had happened and know this.
I lay my head on his chest and cry silently into it. My fingers tangled in the fabric of his shirt. His ruff hands rubbing my back try to comfort me as much as possible. I feel betrade and used. I look up into his pericing green eye and think to myself ‘how could he do this. I thought that in this world he would be my safey, my protection, my friend, but mostly my love. No roxy you know this world is nothing but cruel and hate! You knew this was nothing! You let your hopes up at this price! You knew this would happen!’
His green eyes where soft and caring but my brown ones I knew where filled with hate and anger! “please let me protect you…” his voice breaking a little as he said the meaningless words.
“I would rather die!” I spit and pull away from him running into my little room and locking the door so he couldn’t get in. I crawled into bed and fell asleep to the sound of his screaming and fist banging on the big metal door, a sound I have learned to know over the time I have spent here with him…
The man who will kill me.
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