"Luke said the band feels more open, but I think there are more secrets now than before Dallon found out Brendon was in love with him." [This is book 2 of FTYTD. Go read that first] It's been over two years since Brendon Urie last tried to kill himself. Dallon knows Brendon isn't ready to tell anyone, and so their relationship is a huge secret no one knows about. But when an old friend reveals a secret, things begin to change and Brendon's doubts begin to come back. tw: ed behaviours, self harm mentionings, suicide