I'm Carter Sig Gabel. My mom is dying I only have one friend I'm making a new friend that I can't see I'm trying to finish my bucketlist And what's up with my weird name? Well, what can I say better than that summary? I guess I'm different. I guess my story is different. I guess that it's not everyday where you get handed a piece of paper and a pen from your mother as a present to create a bucketlist. A bucketlist that I will complete before she dies.