Phil Lester goes to a 'Family and Friend reunion' at the Howell household. He catches Daniel Howell sneaking away and washing away his problems in wine, taking away his worries and leaving nothing but a bitter aftertaste. When Phil can only think of the word 'Beautiful' to describe him he builds up walls of denial to block out the real world. "I'm straight!" I yelled but felt lies behind my own words. "I'm not." Dan frowned, crossing his arms at my twisted expression. [Trigger Warnings; Anorexia, Homophobia, Self harm and underage drinking]