How can you ever love someone who doesn't love you back? How can you be numb if your heart still aches for her? What will you do to SOMEONE who only wants for you is SEX when you want is her LOVE? Painful isn't it? What to do? Will you still fight for her until she realizes it's you that she WANTS? Or Will you let go of her and be on your own even if it means DYING? There's always pain in every desire. You can't just get what you want in a snap. You have to sacrifice everything just to get HER. You have to be stupid just to get HER. You have to escape from reality just to have HER. You just have to lose EVERYTHING just to win HER. Your PRIDE. Your POWER and even YOURSELF just to be with her. For without pain, there is no gain. You'll cry. You may breakdown. You'll crash. You may lose. It may taste bitter at first, but as it goes by, the sweetness will still be the one who pleasures you most. Who excites you most. The one you'll always look for and so at the end, you still want that "PAINFUL DESIRE" to control you POSSESSIVELY.