(purposely in lowercase) living with insomnia was always hard, the constant knowledge of exhaustion, but the unwillingness to ever satisfy it. ironically enough, victoria was also afraid of the dark. nyctophobia, they say. she finds it mildly difficult to awaken in the morning and function throughout life, but luckily, the presense of her favorite youtuber at vidcon makes her feel a bit more relaxed and better about her predicament.