You ever start thinking about writing something, but then you can't make up words to write...? This is what you come up with when you can't write. I'm not an artist or a writer, but I do feel all of these emotions at one time or another. At this time, these days, I feel like it a lot. I'm usually not the person to post what I write, especially the stuff I write when I'm highly vulnerable. But... I think I've had enough. So, here goes. And since it is something from the bottom of my heart it is not open to criticism xD You might not like it, but please don't criticize. However, any grammatical or literary errors are welcome. Thank you for reading it :)