Raririroro
This story is not perfect.
It's messy, nostalgic, emotionally impulsive, and painfully honest.
It began as a simple attempt to rewrite a high school love story that ended too soon. A story about late-night calls, handwritten letters, cafeteria glances, church prayers, Slurpees, Pikachu memories, and the kind of love that feels forever when you're fifteen.
But somewhere between revisiting old diaries and accidentally meeting my first love again after eleven years, this story slowly became something else.
Not a second-chance romance.
Not a fantasy reunion.
But a quiet unraveling.
Because sometimes the people from our past do not return to restart the story.
Sometimes they return to remind us of who we were before life taught us how to abandon ourselves just to keep love alive.
This story follows Yoona as she navigates first love, betrayal, long-term relationships, engagement fears, unresolved memories, emotional exhaustion, and the terrifying process of asking herself:
"Am I still happy?"
"Am I still loved the way I deserve?"
"And somewhere along the way... did I forget myself too?"
Some chapters are real.
Some are memory softened by time.
Some are emotions too heavy to say aloud in real life.
And maybe that's okay.
Because this story was never really about finding a way back to him.
Maybe it was always about finding a way back to herself.
For now, this story pauses at Chapter 63.
Not because the feelings disappeared-
but because healing, unlike fiction, does not always arrive with a perfect ending on schedule.