Told yall it Will be a long ass chapter (AnD thAts a LonG AsS RiDe) it's 3429 words new record for me 😭✌🏼)
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"YOURE GOING WHERE?! WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO LEAVE US AFTER ALL WE'VE DONE FOR YOU!-" jin screamed at Taehyung before namjoon cut in, holding jin back from the younger
"Calm down" he repeated as he hugged the older boy
It was the day before Taehyung left and he asked his friends to skip their classes today and come to baekhyuns house so he could talk to them
He had spent the night before with jungkook and he only left just before the other boys arrived so he could get changed from having slept at baekhyuns
After calming down slightly, jin spoke again "Why the hell do you think this is even a good idea?!"
"Actually I kind of agree with him" yoongi said quietly and all eyes looked over at him
"Seriously?! You agree with this idiocy" jin said pointing at Taehyung
"I don't want him to go but I've been through so much shit in my life and yet I've never felt so scared as I was the day I found jimin on the floor bleeding, saying they took tae before going unconscious, no matter how much we try we obviously can't protect him here and we might all end up getting hurt, being gone for a short while won't hurt anyone physically" yoongi replied
"He's right you know" namjoon said
"Am I the only one who's not completely gone crazy, the most any of us has ever been away from each other since becoming friends has been less than a month and now you're all saying that Taehyung should leave, are you all out of of your minds?!" The older started screaming again
"Don't worry hyung I'll call you as much as I can and soon you'll be fed up of hearing my voice" Taehyung laughed, holding back any tears while trying to get the oldest to come around about the idea of him leaving
"What's the point in even raising kids if they're just going to leave you" jin muttered under his breath
The noise of the door opening was heard and everyone turned their heads to see jungkook stood there and before he could walk in or turn around or do anything jin spoke "surely you of all people don't agree that this dumbass should leave us?!"
"Actually he does" Taehyung said shocking the older as jungkook walked into the room
"Him being safe is the most important thing to me and I'm not going to be selfish about this" jungkook said defending himself and Taehyung grabbed him by the waist and kissed the younger, he didn't care about the people watching since he only had a limited time to spend with the boy and every second counted
To the other boys it was weird to them seeing Taehyung with jungkook like this, not once had they ever seen him kiss a boy and it just felt unfamiliar as they all, except Jimin, looked away
But What was weirder to them was seeing him happy and him being selfless, you could see the love in his eyes every time someone mentioned the younger and he had changed so much from the mean cold borderline alcoholic fuck boy that he was
"Ok that's enough" hobi said pulling them apart "you're making me feel single and I get that enough from these four" he pointed to the two other couples in the room "Can we just stop all the arguing and have one last day together?" Hobi brightly said and everyone agreed
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The seven boys then spent the rest of the day eating and playing games and drinking and just having an amazing time in each other's presence
Since Taehyung liked to leave everything last minute he was planning on packing his stuff the day that he left which means he would have to wake up early tomorrow so the boys didn't stay until very late and soon they all said their goodbyes, promising to see Taehyung tomorrow before he leaves, and they were gone, leaving only Taehyung jungkook and baekhyun in the house as he hadn't long came home
Taehyung and jungkook was sat on the couch watching whatever was on the tv, not paying any attention though and suddenly jungkook got up before being pulled back down by the older "where do you think you're going" taehyungs deep voice whispered into jungkooks ear
"I'm going to get changed because I'm going to stay the night is that ok?" the younger said wiggling out of taehyungs grasp
"That's fine by me" the older replied
Soon jungkook had went to the bedroom to change leaving Taehyung in the living room on his own, or so he thought
"Aww you to are disgusting" baekhyun said in a sweet voice making Taehyung jump out of his skin
"WHAT THE FUCK BAEK?! where did you just come from?" The black haired boy screamed holding his heart
"The kitchen" baekhyun replied, sitting down "your friends are animals, they ate all my food" he crossed his arms
"So you and jungkook looked really happy just then, I'm guessing you haven't mentioned what you're planning to him yet then"
"I'm not ruining the last day we have together...I'll tell him tomorrow"
"Pfft that's what I said about me telling chanyeol that he's going to be a dad and look where we are now" the older laughed
"Well I'm not a pussy like you" and with that a box of tissues was threw directly at taehyungs head
"I'm not a pussy, I'm just procrastinating" baekhyun said in defence "honestly I don't get why you're even doing this anyway I thought you loved him"
"I do, it's just I know long distance relationships never work and they always end up with the people feeling lonely and sad and it ruins their whole relationship, although I really really want to stay with him we aren't even a real couple yet and we won't stand a chance together if we're away for that long"
"So you're going to do your oh so famous 'don't text me don't call me forget me' speech that many women across the country have heard from you"
"Oh Shut up!" Taehyung said getting up, picking up his crutches and making his way to the bedroom
"LOVE YOU TOO BABY CUZ" baekhyun screamed, taking a slice of pizza from the box on the table "WAIT!" Baekhyun shouted as he knelt on the couch facing the younger "I know were doing this to keep you safe and all but if you're not back here by the time these babies are born then i will personally go to your families house and announce that a man got me pregnant and wait for your homophobic father to have a heart attack and then you get to come back and help me change shitty diapers... win win"
Taehyung then rolled his eyes and left the room
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Before getting to the bedroom he quickly grabbed a box that was delivered earlier, baekhyun, being the over protective dramatic boy he is, thought it was a bomb
When Taehyung walked his his eyes instantly went to the younger who was lead on the bed on his phone
"Hey baby" the older said and jungkook lifted his head up and smiled "I have something for you"
Jungkook quickly got off the bed and helped the older sit down on the bed
After Taehyung was sat down he threw his crutches on the floor and handed jungkook a big-ish sized black velvet box
"What is thi-"
"Just open it" Taehyung replied before jungkook even finished
As he opened the box jungkooks eyes widened at the sight of a silver bracelet with a heart shaped lock on the front outlined with diamonds and engraved on it wrote "김"
"Give me your hand" Taehyung said taking out the bracelet and putting the box to aside and locking the bracelet onto the youngers wrist
"What's this for?" Jungkook asked
"Well I bought it online when I was in the hospital and It came today, I wanted to give you something before I went and it was the perfect opportunity"
"I love it so much but... How am I supposed to take it off" jungkook asked out of curiosity, not ever actually planning to take it off
"With this" Taehyung said holding up a necklace around his neck that had a small key on the end "you can't take it off without me and while I'm gone it'll be a constant reminder that I will be back"
"Why does it say Kim on it"
"Well" Taehyung then stood up the best he could so he could face the younger "Kim is my surname and when I come back, if nothing has changed between us, then I intend to make it yours... but if you loose your feelings for me then I'll unlock your bracelet for you"
"Is this your own weird way of saying you want to marry me?" Jungkook giggled
"I'd be crazy to not want to marry you, and as long as you're okay with it then that's what's going to happen" before any more was said jungkook attached his lips to taehyungs, wrapping his arms around the olders neck
The older then lost his balance and fell backwards but luckily the bed was there and jungkook laughed before climbing onto his lap and pulling him back into the kiss as Taehyung roughly grabbed the youngers thighs pulling Him further down and jungkook got the hint and started to roll his hips causing Taehyung to let out a loud groan When there was a loud thud on the door
Taehyung, as quick as he could, got up and opened the door to find a shoe on the floor "THERE ARE CHILDREN IN THIS HOUSE WHO DOESNT NEED TO BE SCARRED FOR LIFE BEFORE THEY ARE EVEN BORN SO PLEASE IF YOU GONE FUCK THEN BE QUIET" baekhyun screamed from the living room
Taehyung walked back into the room laughing while jungkook was sat there bright red
The older boy then got back on the bed and tried to continue where they left off but jungkook just pushed him away
"What?" Taehyung asked the younger getting closer "he didn't say we couldn't he just said to be quiet"
The younger stayed silent so Taehyung sat beside him and in one quick move pulled jungkook onto his lap then attacking the youngers neck
It wasn't long before Taehyung found the youngers sweet spot causing him to bite his lip but a moan still escaped
"Although I want to hear you you're going to have to be quiet for me baby" Taehyung whispered with a low voice holding the youngers jaw softly with his thumb and index finger "do you think you can do that" the younger nodded
Taehyungs eyes stared into jungkooks then to his lips, licking his own lips he looked back up into his eyes, his perfect brown eyes that Taehyung could get lost in for hours
Cutting Taehyung out of his trance jungkook leaned forward closing the incredibly small gap between them, hands in the olders hair pulling at the black strands
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The next day
Taehyung had woken up feeling like he was the luckiest man in the whole world, just being able to wake up and be met with jungkook in front of him, cheeks all puffy and hair messy, was something only a very very few people will be able to get to experience even once
Even in the morning the younger looked ethereal and Taehyung knew he wasn't going to be able to see this for a excruciatingly long time
as quietly as he could he reached into the drawer beside his bed and pulled out his notebook and a pencil
Jungkook woke up rubbing his eyes and as soon as his eyes had adjusted to the light enough to open them he seen the older boy already awake, sat up and.... drawing?
Jungkook tried to look to see what he was drawing but the older noticed that he was now awake and hid it quickly "Good morning beautiful" he said, attention now fully on the younger
"What was you just doing?" Jungkook asked now sitting up
"Nothing"
"I just seen you so don't lie to me" jungkook said placing his head on the olders bare shoulder
"Ok... ever since we was living in a dorm room together, whenever you had fallen asleep in the afternoon or when you didn't notice me looking at you I would... draw you... I don't know it's really weird and kinda creepy but there's little moments I don't want to forget" Taehyung has expected jungkook to be really creeped out by this or say something, anything, but what the boy did was kick the sheets off of himself so all that was covering him was his underwear and tried to pose sexily while lead down, with one hand slightly covering his face and one knee up while he looked straight at the laughing Taehyung
"What are you doi-"
"I want you to draw me like one of your french girls, jack" jungkook said with a seductive voice before both of them bursted out into a fit of laugher
Taehyung then tackled the younger, pinning him down with his hands held back
"I'd rather kiss you" with that Taehyung placed sloppy kissed all over jungkooks face, everywhere but his lips
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The couple had been forced to get up after a certain midget had barged in the room in the morning and jumped on the two, not even caring about the fact that Taehyung was fully naked
Once they had gotten dressed Taehyung walked out and seen that all his friends were there
"We hate packing and can't fold clothes but your leaving so we're helping" hobi said with his arm around yoongi
After hours of The boys packing up all his things, jin repacking anything that namjoon packed, he was finally ready to leave but luckily still had half an hour before they left
They all knew it was time to say goodbye and as expecting jin was already crying
"You better eat right and not all take aways and all that fatty American food, you better eat healthy stuff and if you need any money get namjoon to send you some, I love you and if you need me to fight a bitch I'll get on the first flight there" jin said hugging the younger while crying on his shoulder
"I'm gonna miss you screaming at me" Taehyung laughed with tears falling
Jin pulled back sniffling trying to contain himself "don't worry I'll still be yelling at you through a phone"
"At least it's has a volume button" Taehyung laughed again and then walking up to namjoon
"I packed a few things to help you learn English and if you ever need help translating anything Just call-" namjoon was startled when Taehyung had wrapped his arms around him but hugged back anyway "I'll miss you bro"
Hoseok then jumped on Taehyung as soon as he stepped back from namjoon "when you start really missing me, which you definitely will, just look at the sun and you'll see me, see you later my alien friend"
The younger then laughed "goodbye for now horse face"
Now he had to face jimin
"I can't believe we just got you back and now you're leaving me again" the smaller said crossing his arms
"Just shut up and come here" Taehyung said pulling on the shorters arm, jimin smiled whilst being pulled into a tight embrace
"Text me everyday and when You say you want to come home and I'll go and kill your father for you"
"I'll keep that in mind but baekhyun has already offered"
After jimin finally let go of Taehyung, the younger walked up to the moody looking mint haired boy
"Don't you dare or I'll break your arm" yoongi warned, backing up from Taehyung who had his arms open
"Oh come on I know you secretly love me" yoongi rolled his eyes but then let Taehyung hug him as he awkwardly patted the tallers back
"Who would've thought I would've got the grumpy old man to hug me" Taehyung said immediately being pushed back after
"Somehow I think I'm gonna miss your annoying ass" yoongi mumbled
After many many tears and Jimin trying to kiss Taehyung on his face, Taehyung had to leave
the whole day he's been trying to come up with what to say to jungkook and it's going to kill him to say what he's got to
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The drive to the runway the jet was at was filled with a horrible silence, jungkook had came with him and baekhyun drove his two cousins
The eldest two was in the front seats while Taehyung and jungkook was in the back, both about to burst out in tears any moment
When they got there jungkook was looking around hoping that they wasn't there yet and when he looked at the older he knew he was about to disappear out of his life for what felt like to him forever and he didn't know if he was going to be able to handle seeing him leave
Daehyun got out of the car and helped the men with all the bags and baekhyun looked and Taehyung giving a small nod before speaking "I'm going to give you two a minute"
Taehyung didn't know where to start but he knew he had to say something soon
"There's something I've been waiting to say"
"What is it, can you stay?" Jungkooks eyes lit up even though he knew that was never going to happen
"No...... You know that I'm going to miss you so much right?" Taehyung asked and jungkook nodded
"I'll miss you too"
"And you know I love you... that's why I've got to say what I'm going to say... you mean the absolute world to me, don't tell jin but you truly are the best thing that has ever happened to me and your happiness is all that's important right now, while I'm gone I don't want you to be wallowing in loneliness and I don't want anything between us to change and I know that these months apart are going to do that, I'm scared that you'll eventually get bored of me and I'm scared that I'll be holding you back from everything that's important in your life right now, you need to be studying and partying and living this time the best you can like any other normal collage kids are doing, I don't want you to be spending all your best years waiting for a boy who won't be home in a long time... that's why... I think we should wait until after I've came home for us to truly begin something because if we were to start now we could ruin any future between us and I'm sorry if I'm rambling but I just can't find the right words to say" Taehyung didn't notice he had started crying until he looked up and the boy in front of him was all blurry
"A-Are you b-breaking up with me? What happened to you saying you was going to m-marry me?" Jungkook said with tears pouring out
"I will, I mean it, I will, you don't understand how much this is killing me but I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I've never wanted anything more but I'm afraid that is even trying to go long distance will completely suffocate our relationship.
This isn't me ending anything, this is me hitting pause, it's me saying until"
Jungkook leapt forward and hugged the older tightly, not wanting to let go and clinging to every second he could get with the older
Knowing he wasn't going to get another chance he kissed taehyungs cheek and buried his face into the olders shoulder before saying the words Taehyung had been desperate to hear "I love you"
The olde boys breathe hitched and he pulled jungkook in even tighter, to the point that if it was any tighter jungkooks ribs would be broken, and said "I love you too"
Silence filled the car and they just enjoyed their last moments together, holding each other, when a loud knock came from the window as daehyun signalled that it was time for Taehyung to go
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