Here's #2... Hope you enjoy... Thanks to Bruhimkelly and yalieen_ for reading the last one :) Y'all really making my **dreams** come true hehe
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it's been
a long
time
too long
in my
opinion
and still
i'm waiting
"you're
lucky
you're
happy
you have
so much
to
live for"
but i do not
want
to live
if it will
always be
this
struggle
i'm not
suicidal
or even
depressed
i'm just a
kid
who's past
the point
of saving
i'm just a
girl
who gave up
a long
time ago
i'm on this
threshold
walking on this
tightrope
with everybody else
and nobody is
looking down
because they
don't
want
to fall
but i'm staring
at the ground
as if
falling
is all i want
even though
i would never
forgive myself
if my toes left the
tightrope
and i tumbled
towards the
pavement
it's a
fantasy
a hopeless wish
though all wishes
are hopeless
anyways
but once
just for one
moment
i let myself
imagine
what it would be like
to fall
to twist and turn
as the air
whooshed
around me
and as soon as
the moment
was over
i went back
to my life
to my smile
to the facade
that i wear
until
i fall
asleep