Dear reader,
Michael. He's the reason for all my pain now. He's made me forget the pain I felt when mum died. Those two pains overlapped for a while, but now it's all him. All of it.
He's given up on trying to hide his torture methods from Ash and Cal, but they aren't doing anything about it. They tried to stop him, I guess, but they gave up pretty quickly.
It's almost like they didn't want to help, they just wanted it to look as if they were trying.
The fans are starting to get even more suspicious. They know about mum's death, and they know that it really struck me hard, but they don't know that it is causing the band to start falling apart. They're starting to think that we're not as lively, not as friendly.
We used to interact as a band so much on stage, but now we hardly come near each other. We sometimes look at each other, do a fake smile or something, and then look away again, but we never really distract each other, jump around like crazy maniacs or sing in one mic any more.
Our world is falling apart.
From Luke