Dear reader,
I keep zoning out. We had a meet and greet with some fans today, and half the time I wasn't listening to what they were saying. The words just flew through me, as if I wasn't even there.
The other boys kept giving me funny looks, because I wasn't replying to the fans at all, and some of the fans would walk away with such disappointed looks which almost made me want to call them back so I could cheer them up.
A couple of times I even wrote the wrong name when I was signing stuff.
What kind of an idol am I to them? To some of them I'm a hero, to some I'm a... well, I guess you could say I'm a brother. They're our 5sos family, and I'm not treating them like family at all.
I'm ignoring them.
But I have a good reason: my mum's dying. If only the fans knew.
What am I supposed to do now?
From Luke.
|| a/n omg guys this story is so close to 1K I'm freaking out over here ahhh ||