---Chaeyoung---
🎶The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear,
The only thing I should be drinking was an Ice cold beer,
So cool in line and we try,try,try..
But we try too hard and it's a waste of our time.
Done looking at the critics 'cause they're everywhere,
They don't like my jeans,they don't get my hair,
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time,
Why do we do that?why do I do that?
Why do I do that?.. 🎶
My inner being was emotionally attached to Pink's song.I turned my phone's volume louder and pressed my earphones a bit deeper to my ears while my eyes are still closed.The song suits my mood right now and somehow it calms the ruckus I had in my mind.It was sunday,nine in the morning and I am still stucked on my bed. Sleepless. Tired. Emotionally wrecked and physically worked-out.
Scenes and dialogues from last night's occurrence was still fresh from my busted mind.I thought I'm already used about all the things happening between me and my dad's all these years but surprisingly my heart still reacts.I guess I still longed for His love towards me before the accident happened.I still longed for the caring,loving and affectionate man and father he used to be.
"Chaeyoung,baby?" A soft nudge breaks me from my thoughts.I opened my eyes and saw my mom's worried yet loving eyes looking at me.
"Hi,mom" I sat and quickly squished myself towards my mom.I felt her loving warmth welcomed me.
"Are you up all night again?"she asked but I shake my head in disagreement. "Really? Because Those bags under your eyes told me so" she smiled worriedly
"I'm fine mom.I just slept a bit late"I lied
"I told you baby,that you can never lie to me.."
She kissed my temple and stand up "eat your breakfast downstairs and take your rest afterwards,okay?Your dad and I would just go out for groceries, d'you wanna come with Us?" mom questioned,
I shake my head.Even if I really wanted to,i don't think that was a great idea. "Maybe next time mom"
My mom sighed,"Okay,we'll be leaving then,don't forget your breakfast okay?"
I nod and she pecked a kiss on my temple once again before she left closing my door.
I made sure they were gone before I've made myself downstairs to have my breakfast.
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After eating my breakfast silently,I went to the living room and lay myself down on the couch.I grabbed and pressed the TV's remote control on to kill some time.I surfed on various channels but nothing seemed to entertained me even for a bit.I turned the TV off and made my way to my room upstairs again but a crumpled paper caught my attention.I opened and checked it out just to feel regrets of doing so.It was the letter from the University about me making it to the SAS Program for ranking number two next to Mina.
My mind brought me back to the scene from last night's episode.Me being affronted by my own father for not being good enough and for being nothing but a big looser I am. My mom defended me against my dad but His words strucked straight to my heart and broke it to pieces again.
"You really doesn't deserve my attention" he said while crumpling the paper I was holding on right now.
Dad never bother about my studies at all for the past years.It might Maybe because I was always at the top of my race back then not until now that someone surpassed me.This made me realize that I needed my rank back whatever it takes.
I need to stepped up my game and destroy Mina as soon as possible.Good thing everything was going according to plan.Sorry Mina,but destroying and getting rid of you was
the easiest wat of getting my glory back.
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I am presently at the salon.I decided to cut my hair shorter than I usually do. The stylist was hesitant at first asking me over and over again if I'm really sure about it.I just chuckled and nodded.This was all a part of my plan.I'm sure my dad wouldn't even bother to care at all but my mom would surely freaked out but I made up my mind.It's now or never.
The make over turned out to be awesome. My stylist even told me that the new hairstyle suits me better than what she imagined and I was pretty handsome.As soon as everything is done,I called Mina to asked her out today unfortunately she said she was out with her family today.I was walking home with my headphones on while scrolling through my phone when someone bumped unto me.I annoyingly looked at the stranger just to find Tzuyu with Her eyes widely open like it was about to jump out of it's socket.
"C-chaeng?I-Is that you?" She surprisingly inquired.I nodded with confidence and winked at her."what happened to your hair,you looked..good?"Tzuyu said not so sure what term she should use to describe my new look.
"Good was an understatement,Tzuyu" I boasts
"Yeah,I think so.You looked great chaeng" she confessed
"Thanks pal,where are you off to by the way?"
I asked.It's sunday and knowing her,she would probably be spending her time in her mom's dog cafe with Sana.It's been their habit since they started dating each other..
"Well,I don't know?"Tzuyu sighed.I stared at her but she looked away.Okay,I guess I know what happened.
"So,you guys had a fight?"I asked knowing they really were into something
Tzuyu nodded and utter,"Sana..Flirts"
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Tzuyu invited me over to their house and since I've got nothing to do anyways, I came over.Tzuyu's house was only few blocks away from ours which was next to Dahyun's. Speaking of that tofu,she's at her piano class today.Somehow,I missed hanging out with them just like we do back then.The three of us rarely hangs out together nowadays since the two of them started dating Sana and Momo.
Tzuyu left me in her room to grabbed some snacks for the both of us downstairs.I was comfortably laying down on her bed when Tzuyu returned with a tray of cookies and refreshments.
I grabbed a cookie and started to take small bites while listening to Tzuyu's rants about Sana being so flirty at everyone. I chuckled at Tzuyu's reactions while telling me the whole story of how she was so annoyed and pissed at Sana.After I finished my first cookie, I take a sipped at the drinks Tzuyu had prepared.
"Yah,did you tagged along just to eat sweets?"
Tzuyu annoyingly glared at me
"Whay?Can't I?"I said joking around
"Should've known earlier"she uttered while rolling her eyes,
I laughed heartily when Tzuyu start throwing mental daggers towards my direction.If only looks can kill,I'd be surely laying unconscious right now.
"Relax yoda,I'm just joking around.You know what,you're just jealous" I plainly stated
"What?me?jealous?of course not" Tzuyu denied
"You and your little pride"I retorted,
"Nah,my pride was probably taller than you are small cub"she beamed...arg! Why did she have to go that far.
"Yah!my height doesn't have to do anything in here Chou Tzuyu!"I yelled in "and please,don't deny the fact that you really was just jealous the way Sana acted at everyone you little dimwit!" I added,I'm not mad or anything,It's just how we really talk to each other especially when Dahyun's not around.
"I'm not a dimwit you fuckin' little nerd!!" Okay,her voice was a bit louder than mine this time.
"Yah!you..dimwit!" I shouted
"Yah!you..Nerd!" She shouted back
"Dimwit! Dimwit" i yelled
"Nerd! Nerd!" She yelled back
I was about to shout another one to Tzuyu when the door was harshly opened revealing a mad red tofu.Uh-oh.
"YAAAAAAAAH! YOU LITTLE FUCKING DUMBS! STOP FIGHTING BEFORE I RIPPED BOTH OF YOUR VOCAL CHORDS OUT!!" Dahyun madly shouted.
Silence covered the whole room when Tzuyu began laughing her ass out while looking at Dahyun.I turned my eyes to look at Dahyun and began laughing with Tzuyu.The room was filled with our laughters and soon,Dahyun ended up laughing with us too.
"I missed this"Tzuyu blurted out while trying to breathe normally
"Yeah,I missed you guys"Dahyun added
"Yeah,I missed my lunatic friends" I snapped back earning a smack from Dahyun
"Yah,what happened to your hair chaeng? And why didn't you guys invite me over? You're so mean"Dahyun pouted
"We thought you're at your piano class tofu" Tzuyu defended
"And you?why did you cut your hair that short?"Dahyun asked me out
"For a change?"I answered,
"I guess it definitely was because of Mina" Tzuyu stated,
"Don't you dare try to take away the hot seat from you jealous Yoda"I responded back
"Alright,I guess the two of you had a lot of explaining to do.Now Spill it." Dahyun glared
Tzuyu having no option to choose from, repeats her story to Dahyun of how she and Sana ended up having a fight.Tzuyu finally admitted that she was really jealous and promised to make it up to Sana thanks to Dahyun and her wise words.
That made Dahyun looked at me with her serious looks.I told them what happened last night leaving the part where I planned on ruining Mina but to my surprised,they weren't oblivious about it and refrained me from doing so.
"Mina is such a nice person Chaeng. Sana even told me she really cared for you after all the things you've done to her",Tzuyu said
"You should fight fairly chaeng.Don't try to hurt anyone who cares about you.If you continue doing your plan,you might hurt people around you including yourself",Dahyun seriously utter,
"Please chaeng.Mina was our friend too." Tzuyu added,
"Yeah,and your way better than all of your plans and shits..stop being childish" Dahyun agrees
I keep my mouth shut and let them speak until they stopped.I looked at them and sighed. Sorry guys,but I really have to do this.
Sorry Mina.
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AN:
This story is purely a fan fiction and a result of my boredom.
Any possible events,characters and places mentioned throughout the story is basically just a mixture of my wild imagination and combination of me being a fan of twice.
Sorry for Any grammatical error and choice of words.
Feel free to send any feedbacks and suggestions.
Thank you for reading and enjoy!
Again,this story is a Fanfiction.
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So love TWICE"
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