Survivor's Remorse

By LaLaLeoVA

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Survivor's Remorse is a personal collection of poetry, songs, lyrics, prose, and more that ranges from the ea... More

My Pain
The Mime's Mask
My Love For You
The Late Afternoon
For You
The Perfect Man
Dead This
My Love Comes Down
For the One I Love
My Lacy, Black Panties
Death Has Come
My Reflection
The Windstar
Our New Life
Yearning Love
Heartbroken
The True Meaning of Hate
I Want
Take a Bow
What My Life Means To Me
Love Me As You Love Yourself
All That Happened
Marriage Denied
No One Else
Hopes Of Love
Lost Hope
My Heart To Yours
The Pain of Relationships Pt. 2
My Baby
A Night of Adventure
Once By The Atlantic
Disagreement
Hecate
The Substance of His Love
I am His
Love Dance
Losing It
The Man in my Dreams
Always on my Mind
Thank You
Every Night I Pray
Maybe
What Best Suits You
Judging Me
Untitled
My Generation
Untitled 2
Untitled 3
Savage Journey Rap
Radar Rap
Explain to Me, Love
I was glass
It Ends Here & Now
My Heart Sings
Sunrise
Happy Valentine's Day
I Wasn't Meant to Love You
Die for Love
Love's Deadly Fall
A Sorrowful Discerning
A World Astray
You Know This
Untitled 4
The Imperfect Stranger
A Sailor Widow's Farewell
Love Is
The Heart Strings of Destiny
Death To A Culture
When the Last Heart String is Broken
Rose-Colored Glasses
A Befitting Elation
To Each Their Own
When Opportunity Knocks
Last Prayer
Volition
Spring Haiku
Love Like This Song to Haruka/Michiru OST
Thursday the 13th
An Estranged Will
I was trash
Uncomfortable
Forsaken
Tree of Ages
Grandma's Kitchen
The Fate of a Woman
A Late Winter Night's Dream
Destined for Greatness
Love & War
Life's Premise
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge Part I
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge Part II
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge Part III
Passing Ships in the Night
Growing Up
Forever Free
Live Your Legend
Destined Treasures
The Storm's Pass
No Fairy Tale
Focus
I Danced For Her
Empower to Flower
I was alone but alive
The Definition of Insanity
Papa's Farm Land
The Luck of Fate
Wolf in Sheep's Clothing
Humanity
Queen
Days Back Home
Self-Doubt, No Clout
Life Away
Stagnant
Desire
Feeling
Emptiness
All the Same
A Woman's Plight
Alone
Acceptance
Belief
Hate into Grace
Always Alone
Breaking Generational Curses
Kazoo
Time
I was blankly away
Fallen
Autumn Awes
I Believe
Above the Rim
No Cure For Evil
High-Ku
Lucid Dream
Bold Bond
Lost Connection
A Soul's Abstinence
Every Single Action
Indifference
Outcomes Vary
Forgiving
Retribution
Hocus Pocus Focus
Stranger
Positive Affirmations
Double Standards
The Flat Alternate Reality: Ebbing Toward the Edge
Emotional Unavailability
When The Bad Days Win
W(orld), W(ord), & W(horled) Parts
Herkind
Prophecy
The Power of the Heart
World Music

Preparation

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By LaLaLeoVA

Written 3/28/2020 at 3:35a

Have you ever been convinced
That someone was set out
To destroy you
In every single way possible?
Well, this is for you...

Three o'clock in the twilight
Has always been considered
The witching hour.
That eerie time when souls
Cross over from the Unknown realm.

The flames of living souls
Dance and prance together freely.
Demon eyes are beady
As they study the forbidden dance that has
No form.
They're all so forlorn...

Because, the souls they are eternally
Destined to trap and collect
Are few and far in between.
It's more serene than it seems
To us, anyway.
It's a ploy to play the devil's game
On both sides as opponents.

One has choice
To create a solid name or
Become fatally maimed by their tragic fates.
There's a steadily approaching date
When we all are called away.
Like an ocean's sway of waves
We disappear into the abyss.
We are horrifically amiss.
The harrowing dread of not knowing
The final destination.
Patience is the one thing we rarely ever learn.

The time is nigh,
The ending near.
Will you be righteously freed or brutally speared?
Virtuously tried or wrongfully cleared?
Every action doesn't require
A reaction in sociology.
Especially, not a negative to
One's positive.

The wasted woes of worry and crying
Will have you feeling
As if you're morbidly dying.
You're not.
I can assure you.
A vast lot of blessings await you.
Remain faithful to your
Life's purpose.

Break the surface of the hardened mold.
Always choose innovation over age old.
Paint the original story of you, untold
By the new age prophet of
The modern Renaissance
Enlightenment.

There's a far brighter end
At the exit of the darkest tunnel.
A blinding sin and
The seed of a deed of a Samaritan.
It may seem like an
Unending tsunami funnel
Of crushing anxiety and precious desire.
We all tire of the tumultuous ride.

The hard decision to
Just conform and oblige.
Or, maybe the possibility
To go completely rogue and become a
Vigilante of the Templars.
Assassins of lies and cyber wars.
The persistence of due
Diligence keeps us alive.
Think of pride as a shell behind the
Killer complex hive of individual barriers.
Even still, It's scarier alone.
Upon one's throne,
What's a monarch
Without an army?

You're charming enough
To get this far.
It's warming to the touch
Of a lost star.

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