"No, I'm not going this time."
Even panic was clearly written on Jungkook's face.
"W..what did you say?"
I sighed, "Jungkook, Mr. Park told you to stand at the corridor, not me."
"Yah, what happened to them?"
"I thought they're fine this morning?"
I was ready for rumors to be spread.
Jungkook cleared his throat and gave me a quick glance before he left.
Is this it? That's it?
I thought he's gonna yell at my face.
This was the only time when I wanted the lesson to last longer so I didn't need to face Jungkook.
But time went fast. Now the bell rang. As Jimin slowly left the classroom, I felt unsafe again.
I'd realized that when I was at school, I would always seek for Jimin's shadow. When he's around, I felt safe because I knew no matter what Jungkook wanted to do to me, he could never as Jimin was always there to defend me.
Jimin became my shelter.
"You alright?" Lyla asked as she stood in front of my table. I snapped out of my thoughts. Jimin was nowhere to be seen already while Jungkook was walking closer and closer.
He hung a dangerous smile but was relaxingly moving forward.
It was way worse when he's hiding his emotions.
I pulled Lyla's hand.
"Follow me," I whispered.
We ran to the girls' bathroom and hid. We panted.
"Why...why should we run?" Lyla asked after she put her hands on her knees for support.
"Jungkook is gonna kill me. Why did I even reject him? I should just go with him and stand together. Now death is waiting for me. What should I do..."
"Shh, calm down Seohyun, take a deep breath," Lyla comforted as I attacked her with thousands of questions.
"He cheated on you, that's why you said no and that's exactly the right thing to do."
"But do you like him?" She asked.
"Of course I do!"
"Then does he like you?"
"I don't know... I'm not sure anymore," I replied and dropped onto the floor.
"So you need to find it out. You need to talk to him someday, but for now, you need to wait, wait until he apologizes to you, for what he did," Lyla explained like a love expert even though she's been single for years.
"How?"
"Just continue like what you're doing now! Run away from him, don't react to him, let him know that you're mad. Let him guess what he was wrong for and wait for his apologies."
"That seems easy," a small smile made its way to my face, "yeah he's my boyfriend. I'm sure he's gonna find me and calmly talk to me about this."
Lyla cutely clenched her fists in front of me and shouted, "fighting!"
Easy, I just need to ignore him and sweet Kookie will come to me one day.
Little did I know, it wasn't the truth.
The other day...
"Swimming suit, towel...done," I noted and put everything into my bag.
Today's the day for swimming lesson. We're all informed that Mr. Park would be our swimming coach as well because he taught swimming too.
What a coincidence.
I took both my schoolbag and swim bag before I headed to school.
Since it's 7:15am only, just a few students were in the classroom.
I was wearing my earphones listening to my favorite song by IU when some disturbing noises took my attention.
I frowned and stopped on my way. I turned to the corner of the classroom where I supposed the noise came from.
My breath hitched at the sight.
Almost instantly, I felt like time had stopped, my ears became more sensitive as the sound became clearer for me to hear.
Jungkook was hugging Dori. They were both having their comfortable positions. Jungkook raised his knee a bit so Dori could sit on him with her super short skirt. She kept on doing some small movements with her butt as it's having skin contact with his leg.
"Baby you're so naughty."
"But you like it don't you?"
I cringed at Dori's giggle and Jungkook's flirty attitude.
I tried to move my body, but I just tensed up like a stone.
Dori leaned in and gave my boyfriend a kiss on his neck.
Is he not worried at all about the fact that I was obviously angry at him?
He isn't even bothered to think about how to get me back?
Anger was boiling in me. I didn't even notice that I was so harshly clenching at my swim bag.
You know what, she a fucking bitch.
I threw my bag onto the floor and stomped off to them.
"Enjoying much with my boyfriend huh?" I asked and they both startled.
"Seohyun..." Jungkook turned to me. His lips were pale from the hot kissing session with Dori.
Pa!
A loud sharp sound of a slap echoed around the classroom.
My first time hitting someone and it's Dori.
I guessed I controlled not to slap her for a long time already because I felt so relieved after doing so.
I felt like I had no regrets in life already, I was sure that the slap was painful, after I slapped her soft skin, my hand felt itchy because of the boiling blood in it and the amount of strength that I put on her pretty face.
But I immediately broke down and turned back to the small self when he made his move.
"What the fuck seohyun!"
"You alright?" Jungkook asked as he carefully caressed Dori's reddened cheek.
Dori cried like a baby, "i..it hurts so much!"
Jungkook stood up looking at me arrogantly.
"Say sorry to her."
"Excuse me?"
"I said. Say sorry to Dori," Jungkook ordered with a deeper louder voice.
I ruffled my hair in frustration and softly massaged my temples.
"You fucking cheated on me first, shouldn't you be the one to say sorry?"
"Did you just talk back to me?" Jungkook raised his brow and pointed at his face, his other arm placed on his hips.
"Yes! So? I'm just talking facts."
"I don't want to fight with you. Apologize to Dori now and this is finished," Jungkook sighed.
"No, it's not finished until you say sorry to me. You're my boyfriend but you cheated on me, you think that's okay?"
"Let's talk about this outside," he quietly suggested when he noticed that more students had arrived and they're all listening to our conversation.
"No, we're doing it here."
"Just go outside first."
"No! Why do you wanna talk outside? It's just a simple sorry, is it that hard and ashaming for you to say sorry to me?"
Jungkook bit his lips and looked at me with a piecing stare.
"Sure, talk about it here then. Before you ask me why I cheated on you, can you tell me that you really didn't care about Mr. Park at all? Tell me. Oh and explain to me why you kept on looking for him when we're going to the hall yesterday."
I gulped.
The answer was simple, of course I didn't like Jimin. But the words just wouldn't come out.
"Answer me. Why don't you answer? Because I was right? Because you really like him?"
"N..no of-"
"Look everyone, Seohyun asked for this. She went for another guy so before anyone of you judge about me, judge her first. She asked for this," Jungkook spoke like it was an announcement to all the students in the classroom.
"I don't like Mr. Park! Why do you always assume that I do?"
"Then why did you stutter just now?"
"Because you fell for him already, Seohyun."