Shawn would be coming over for dinner, tonight.
I don't think he knows about my plans to leave the country and I was hoping for more time to gather some more strengths, so I could face him, fully armoured. But it seems time wasn't very patient with me.
I don't know why I'm staring at the mirror accessing my outfit for the little home dinner
Its nothing much, just a jeans and top with sneakers.
Or should I go into a knee length or full length gown?
Its not like its a serious date or anything... Its just dinner with Shawn at our mansion.
I'm nervous and my heart is pulsating rather rapidly at what is to come.
Tonight... I break up with Shawn and I shouldn't try to make things harder by dressing too ravishly.
There is a slight knock on the door.
"Come in" I said
"Doesn't seem like you plan to tease me tonight" Shawn's voice echoed and I froze.
I wasn't expecting him till...
8pm
Oh...
Its 8pm already
"Hey Shawn" I said, walking nervously towards him
"Not the expression I was expecting but... Its fine. how are you? I've missed you" his voice causing a painful thud in my heart.
"I've missed you too" I said, taking in every feature of his face. His beautiful dark eyes, his perfectly chiseled face, his hearthrobing lips, shaped like cupid's.
"I have something to tell you" we both said almost in sync.
"You do?" He asked with a questioning look
"Oh, what is it?" I asked
"You go first" he said
Sighing
This is it, I should stop procastinating and take the bull by its horn.
"Well..." I dragged as I backed him and moved nervously around the room.
Finally settling on the bed... I could feel his eyes watching my every move
"So unlike you to be nervous... What is it?" He asked, taking a step towards me.
"I want you to know I Love You, I really do..." I said but he chipped in
"But what?" He asked quizzically
I licked my lips, gulped and
"I have to break up with you" I said
"No, you can not" he said
"Huh?" I queried
"Because we were never in a relationship to begin with. So, No. you can't break up with me" he said, taking a seat beside me on the bed
My heart broke
"Then what would you call 'us'?" I asked
"Friends with benefit, nothing more." He concluded and my heart sunk
"You're trying to say I mean nothing to you?" I asked, losing my voice inbetween.
"I'm trying to say, I know you are leaving and I'm trying to make your goodbye easy for you. I understand why and I respect it, doesn't mean i've stopped loving you or would stop. As much as it breaks my heart to let you go, I have to console myself with the fact that you would be safer outside this country. Just please, be safe for me. You would remain my forever love and hopefully someday, we can be together again."he said and my eyes became teary as I hugged him
"I'm going to miss you. God! When would my life become normal without pain?" I sobbed
"When would you be leaving?"he asked
"This weekend" I replied
"That's earlier than I thought" he said, breaking off the hug.
"I know... I didn't know how to tell you" I said.
"I guess we better spend the little time we have together in good memory, starting off with having that dinner with your father" He said, rising up to his feet and stretching his hands towards me.
I took his hand and we had the dinner, making random jokes and conversing.
Is it me or is Shawn acting too okay about this?
After dinner, Shawn and I took a walk around the mansion
"So, how are you feeling about all this sudden change?" Shawn asked.
"Better than I thought I could" I replied.
"Looking forward to schooling in Russia?" He asked
"Sounds thrilling" I replied and I noticed a slight change in his demaneor.
Like his thoughts are troubling him
Looking closely at him now, I can see his cool mask and what he hides underneath.
He notices me stare and in an instant, his cool mask was once again functional.
"Are you okay?" I asked
"I'm fine, why?" He asked giving a fake amused look.
"Hmm. Nothing, how have you been?" I asked
"Perfect!" he said too Enthusiastically
Then I remembered he wanted to say something to me when he arrived.
" I remembered you had something to say to me when you came to my room earlier"
"Forget about it. Its nothing" he said calmly
Something feels off
"Are you sure? You're getting me worried. Please tell me if something troubles you and if we can get it fixed before I leav..." I was cut short by the most electrifying kiss and my entire body went wide and awaken with arousal.
Our lips demanding more from each other as we moved in sync and left no space for air.
Thud!
My back hit a wall as Shawn's lip stayed on mine and his hands traced my skin.
His hands going underneath my top and slowly creeping up my chest.
My body going wild with shock waves, demanding pleasure and attention
I wanted him
"I want you" I said in a breath
"We can't do it in the hallway"he said caught in his breath too
"Let's go to my room then"
"Argh!"
Was the moan that escaped my lips as Shawn kneaded into me
My pussy clenching and accommodating
My body going haywire and out of control.
More
"Argh!"
I moaned as his hands firmly cupped my boobs and massaged it as he slammed into me.
This time I was on my knees and my hands gripped the blanket as he traced his hands back to grip my waist
As he trusted into me rhythmically
In
Out
In!
Out!
In!!
Out!!
In!!!
Out!!!
The atmosphere rising and my body coming to its climax.
And in a sweet stroke of sensation we came to our climax
And taking solace in our arms as we caught up to our breath.
I felt myself drifting into darkness as I let my self doze into a comfortable sleep in his arms.
I Woke up with his arms still wrapped around me, I smiled as I kissed his arms and turned to face him
His well carved eyebrow beautifully placed as he slept far into his dreamland.
Perhaps I am part of that dream.
I stayed up watching him sleep, my heart clenching at every thought of never seeing him again.
Just then he woke up
"Love watching me sleep,huh?" He asked in a husky tone followed by a bad morning breath.
I dare not speak this close to him for my morning breath is way worst than his.
So, I climbed out of the bed and said
"Your breath stink"
And he chuckled loudly.
"You did not dare say that" he said, his eyes gleaming playfully
Oh! He wants to play
"I would say that even if I had a gun placed on my head, your morning breath stinks!" I challenged
"Oh well, you better shut your mouth up or you wouldn't like the outcome" he said with that same playful gaze
"Shawn has a bad breath, la la la la la" I teased as he immediately stepped out of the bed and made a run towards me
I quickly made a run for the bathroom, beaming in laughter at our petty play.
Right where I wanted him to be
"Wrong choice babe" he said as he stalked towards me
You are the one getting tricked
"You sure about that?" I asked teasingly.
I was hiding behind the bathroom door
Immediately he stepped into the bathroom and stalked towards me, I closed the door.
"Now! We can have a steamy morning sex!" I said with a little pitch to my excited tone
"Argh!"
I moaned as we let ourselves get consumed, totally giving and taking everything we had to give to each other.
"Did you know Fredrick was Eric's dead brother?" Shawn asked.
"Yeah! You know him?" I said as I put on a thong.
"I killed Fredrick and it seems Eric wants me dead for it!"
I fell.
What in the world?!
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