Chapter 10
"Love sought is good, but given unsought better."
Olivia: Twelfth Night: Act 3 Scene 1: William Shakespeare
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Genuinely I am very impressed, characteristic quality of his behavior are very variant, when he entered he was wearing aquamarine DAKS and Jeans Pants. So simple yet so sophisticated personality can be seemed by at any point of views. Customary he smiled at me reminded another smiles as well.
"Have you been waiting?"
"Oh No No I am just arrived"
"So for decor could it be possible as we discussed lately?"
"Oh yes, we can put some bright color there and here is for the dress , umm base color is wonderfully modulate each other and for the dress visibility as well."
"Umm so could it be finish within a week? I am really curious?
"Oh we manage to do it; you don't have to worry...Nay Kaung Myat Thu"
"Don't miss me for such a pressurize, and please call me Kaung Kaung, everyone whom I loved call me so."
"Very well, Kaung Kaung"
"And by the way Ma, I hope everything is fine as far as I can see, I believe in you I have to go back to my shop so please do understand me for such a rusty, but you can discuss further positioning and kinda everything with a brother of mine ... he is coming too"
'Umm Ok so how long do we have to wait for him?"
We both catch a glance each other suddenly he looked away put his head low and scratch his head and he replied me without looking at me.
"Oh he almost here ... ah there he is ..."
He runs off to the car greet the person who comes out of the car, that person close the door and hug him. Wait it's that Zai Z? Oh yes he is. Both of us looking at each other he seems surprised as well as I do. I don't know what is happening to me too, all of my fingers are cold or sweaty or hot? I pretend nothing and Kaung Kaung introduce me ...
"Ma this is Zai Z, and Ko Z meets Ma Mahar.... And please excuse me I am in a hurry now continue please"
He claps Z shoulder and left both of us. What are we going to do now?
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What am I going to do here, he said nothing just called me to accompany him and he left without saying anything, she seems so surprised too. Ugh what should I says to her. Good morning or how you doing? Oh lord ... and she said.
"So Zai Z, or may I call you Z?"
"Oh umm yes yes you may"
"Ok Z umm Kaung Kaung told me I can discuss with you for positioning and do you have opinions of those dresses?"
"Umm I do I put umm really ... I don't know anything about it at all, umm so awkward please I really really know nothing about it"
"Ummm so..."
She close her lips and look away face to the wall, scratch her hair putting back behind the ear, so attractive and yet my mind doesn't being with her but to Nyi. Such a hurry I hope he drives carefully. And don't have a chance to tell him to be careful out there. Should I go and tell him nah not really he will be alright, I shouldn't do it it would be very un-socializing to her. Yaaaa!
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"Confessions I couldn't hear my old guitar, Or stubbornly swallowed stories, I'm pretending to make a song. Just listen I'll sing for you. I love you so much but I don't say I love you, It's awkward, I don't allow pride, Today I will speak with courage , Listen in vain I'll sing for you" {Sing For You - Exo)
He will be fine, I saw him when he sees her seems very surprised hah, and she seems so unexpected too. Yeah she won't turn down to him seriously, and there's so many reasonable present gave it to her in his name.... And Peter Pan interrupt my playlist just the ringtone that I had been waiting...
"Hello, Oh Ma how's it going? Everything's fine?"
"Hello, Maung everything is really good here, don't worry how are you doing? The decoration starting today right?"
"Oh yes! I make it with Mahar Group you know for Ko Z ahahah, I am just returning from there actually"
"Good good really good move Maung, and you know I hate to tell you this, I think I have to stay here for a couple of days"
"Humm? Really! How long?"
"Umm three or four days may be five"
"Five more days?"
"Yeah you miss me?"
"Haha huh"
"What you don't? Hum! I know you miss me, and I miss you so much too. By the way, I bought some presents for you already ... you will like it I am sure"
"Awwh really thanks Ma but you don't have to, you know, save your money for your stay and for your work seriously."
"It's Ok though, you bought for me too. Wherever you went to."
"My gifts are just a few of them actually"
"Oh no no you gave me the biggest gift of all"
"Really what was that I gave to you... it's that ..."
"It's you; you gave me your heart"
"Oh you are so lovely"
"Umm yes, when you went to study in the United State you sent me an email, called me and never forget me every day, you don't mess with any girl, that kind of faith-fulling is enough for me as the biggest present of all you know."
"Thanks"
"Really? What wrong? Your sound doesn't seem fine? Are you Ok?"
"Oh nothing"
"Ok Ok whatever Maung, take good care of yourself OK? What ever happen tell me right away I am always with you OK? You don't have to keep it yourself OK?"
"I know, I know you will just be careful. I am hanging up now"
"Oh yes you were driving... Love you... 我很爱你(I love you so much in Chinese mandarin)ahh"
"Me too"
She has to stay for a while, and I don't know what is happening lately I can't even say her that "I Love you too" but now I just "Me too" make my heart some sort of commiseration...
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"Nyi, come with us to lunch I am going to have lunch with Ma Har you know"
"Ugh come on, enjoys yourselves"
"Ahh no problems come with us"
"Oh she is your date, why should I jumble like that, oh come on enjoys without me seriously"
"No come with us"
"Nope don't pull me in your affair"
"Come on if you won't come with us I am going to cancel it"
"What in the world Ko Z come on"
"Nyi you know me"
"OK OK OK you are such a pusher"
"Ok then I'll come to get you OK?"
"Whatever"
I hung up his phone instantly. And today is the last day of the decoration, Ko Z go there and check a couple of times so do Mahar too. I hate to tangle with them, I know Ko Z if I don't go with him to luncheon he would cancel that, he is very dominant to me I know, But I can't refuse him, much like me.
"Does Z like the girl umm Mahar? I mean really? Does he really love her?"
Even the calm tranquil Ko Oo asked me like that. Ko Oo is a guy like serene person and he is my co-coffee maker. He won't ask easily another person affair but if there is something creepy happening he remind us to care. This is something. Ko Z are you really sure about yourself? Are you serious about it?
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On the way back to home
"Ko Z can I asked you a question?"
"Sure"
"Do you really love Mahar?"
His face turn sour, he never like that before in fact never happened before with me. I just want to jump off the car right away regretted the question that I asked.
"Why, I shouldn't love her?"
I don't know how to reply the answer of his now ...
"Umm..."
"You think a marriage should be bound with love Only?
"What? So Ko Z you mean you could marry a woman even if you don't love her?"
"Sometime no matter how much you love there are so many reasons not to marry so, and you don't have to love all because of to marry."
"So no matter you love so much and yet you have the reason of not to be with it and you would drop that once and for all? What is wrong with you Ko Z, this is not programming; you know this is a matter of emotions and lives as well."
I don't know why I replied him like that so frighteningly, a softy careful person such Ko Z like those kind of words made me unbelievably. He looked at me and smile at me then look ahead just driving. Everything is silence around us.
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End of Chapter 10