𝐀 𝐏 𝐎 𝐍 𝐈
*Beep Beep*
No.
*Beep Beep*
Fuck off.
*Beep Beep*
„OH MY FUCKING GOD, FINE I AM AWAKE,
JUST SHUT THE HELL UP"
Nice now I am even fighting with my alarm.
*Beep Beep*
,,OH MY GODDDDD-"
A fucking shit day.
Again.
You know the only things that make me happy are
Clothes and Food.
That's is.
And reading.
Now it's it.
Talking about clothes and food.
I really should start preparing myself for school.
Ugh school.
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O U T F I T
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Good enough.
Now let's go to school,
without breakfast like every day.
,,LITTLE WHORE COME DOWN
OR I AM GOING WITHOUT YOU", Antonio screamed from downstairs.
I would be very happy if he would go without me.
We arrived after like 15 minutes.
The whole ride we didn't exchange a single word with each other, not even looked at each other.
Honestly I don't even know my brother.
Like how old is that bitch even.
His name is Antonio and he is my brother.
Well at least we were told that we were siblings.
But you know my mother likes to have a lot of fun with different men, so there could be a chance that he is not my brother.
,,APONI", Someone screamed, before I could even get out of the damn car.
Like let me breath.
While I wanted to get out the car I heard Antonio's voice.
,,Smile", was the only thing he said and then he got out of his car.
like i wouldn't know that already after mf 16 years.
Okeyyy whatever no one saw me.
Smile and get out of this damn car.
,,Heyyy Yuzi", I said after I got out of the car.
And then she hugged me.
I hate hugs.
More like I hate when people come to close.
And she obviously comes to close right now.
,,Api, I have to tell you some-", she was interrupted by a very loud roar.
And that roar was from my favourite car.
I am so in love with his car.
Bugatti La Voiture Noire.
It is beautiful.
I want to ride it so badly.
But I hate his owner so fucking much.
Guess who it is.
Right guess it is Iwan.
,,Api, you are staring again at the monster", Yuzi whispered while she was looking at the ground again.
you don't have to exaggerate.
,,Silly girl, I am not, I am looking at his car and even if I looked at him", I said while still having my eyes on his car.
Damnnn I would kill for this car.
Maybe I would kill my whole family just to get one ride in this car.
Hah, I am kidding.
Unless.
,,Yes I know, but I am scared that he would change his mind about you and would kill you, I really wouldn't want that", Yuzi said, still looking down.
I wouldn't mind.
nah stop, I am happy and want to live.
who am I kidding.
,,Don't worry, nothing is going to happen to me.
I am a strong girl", I winked at her, when she shyly looked up.
But then immediately looked down again, when the door opened from my dream car and someone came out.
Iwan and his two friends came out.
If I remember right the blond ones name is Hody and the other one is Joshua.
I don't really have it with names.
The blond one winked at me when he caught me looking at them.
Just fucking smile.
Don't roll your eyes.
Control yourself bitch.
Like I didn't even look at them on purpose, they were literally distracting me from looking at my baby.
Iwan doesn't deserve this baby.
Okeyyy I feel a stare on me again.
Iwannnn.
He and his intensively stares on me.
Okey lets do it again.
I looked away from the car and looked at his green devilish eyes.
He glared.
I smiled.
Like yesterday and every other fucking day.
I guess that's our thing?
Or no, I don't wanna share anything with that dickhead.
Now they were gone.
,,They are so hot", Yuzi said when she noticed they weren't here anymore.
,,You didn't even see them"
,,But I could feel their hotness", she pointed out.
,,You are a weird little girl Yuzi", I laughed.
We stared walking towards our class when she responded.
,,Actually you are smaller than me in height and age, so you are the little girl", she said while she pointed at me with her finger and also had a grin on her face.
I laughed again.
*Beep Beep*
Huh?
I looked at my phone and saw that my father sent me some messages.
So I took my phone, Face ID and went on the Chat.
𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫
Dumbbb bischhh
Ihate uuuuuu
Gooodieee
And I closed my phone.
He is drunk again.
Shouldn't he be at work-
Who am I kidding, he owns the company.
He can do whatever he wants.
Wait how did he even type that-
After a few minutes the bell rang, I already was in the class and I sat on my sit.
Just waiting for the teachers.
Ain't I a good girl ;)
Again after a few minutes everyone appeared and the teacher also decided to show up.
I purposely put my bag on the sit next to me, so nobody would even think about sitting next to me.
I really didn't want to talk to anyone.
So get the hint.
But still I had to smile at everyone and if they greeted me, I had to greet back.
It's so exhausting being a nice human being.
,,So kids let's talk about-", Mrs Wilson was interrupted by the door flying open and someone with green eyes came in.
And boom everyone looked away from him.
Even the fucking teacher.
Why he gotta be so dramatic.
Oh he looked annoyed.
Oh he always looks like that.
And yet again.
His green eyes looked into my blue eyes.
And then he started to walk in my direction, without breaking eye contact.
Now he is standing in front of the sit next to me.
what's this? I think I already read this chapter in some romance novel.
I hope I'm the villain.
because they are always the hottest.
And my bag was on the ground.
He pushed it down and put his ugly ass on the sit next to me.
Don't insult him.
Don't insult him.
Don't insult him.
Okey calm down.
or I am gonna be the villain for real.
,,You know, you could have just asked me to remove it from the sit, if you wanted to sit so badly next to me, instead of throwing it on the ground", i nicely said turning to face him.
Trying to act like I am joking even though I wanna choke him really bad right now.
He turned his look from the board, where Miss Wilson started her lesson again, to me.
I hate his green eyes.
He just looked at me.
Untilllll
He glared at me.
I smiled at him.
Then he turned his attention back to the board and leaned back on his sit, where his dirty ass is sitting.
Does he even know how to speak.
Whateverrrr, this here is really not worth my time.
ᴛᴡᴏ ʜᴏᴜʀs ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ
One more hour until I can get the fuck out of here.
We had a few 5 minutes breaks, but I didn't stand up. Not because I am hella lazy, no not at all. I just sat on my sit and to my happiness no one came to make small talks with me.
Probably cause Iwan sat next to me.
That's the only good thing that comes
from him sitting next to me.
I hate when I have classes with him, like it's so frustrating.
Everyone is afraid to talk when he is in the same room and that's the reason why it is only me that raises her hand to talk.
I mean how can someone be so-
,,The girl I have heard so much about", a very deep voice said while looking into my blue eyes.
Holy shit.
Did that bitch just talk.
Or is my head just manipulating me and is trying to tell me to stop thinking about this ugly bitch.
Yea it's probably that.
BUT how can someone's voice be so hottttt.
But I still hate him.
,,I guess that girl you have heard so much about is me?", I asked him seriously but still with a smile on my face.
He nodded.
Still looking into my eyes.
,,Well what did you hear about me", my curiosity takes over me and I get a little closer to him.
,,Everyone is obsessed with you,
you are the perfect girl", he said in his deep voice while looking really emotionless.
Oh man that's it.
Yea I know dickhead, everyone tells me that.
,,I guess you could say so", I gave him my famous smile.
Can this conversation stop already?
I really had hopes huh.
,,Your smile, yea that is why everyone is so obsessed with you. Because of your famous smile that you show to everyone and everyone falls in love with your smile", he said with his rough voice while coming closer and closer to me.
He was very close to my face.
Should I let my Kung Fu Panda side out ?
Would that be a good timing, no I probably would get killed, but is that bad-
,,But you know, that famous smile of yours seems very fake to me", he whispered into my ear.
I was gone.
I couldn't take in what he just said.
My soul left my body but that egoist bitch didn't think to take the mf body with her.
Someone noticed.
Fuck.
FUCK
SOMEONE NOTICED.
okey okey don't let him break your act that you put on your whole fucking life.
,,I don't know what you are talking about, Iwan.
Why would I fake my smile, what reason could I have to?", I tried to say calmly while slightly pushing him away.
By the way I am touching his chest right now and oh my fucking God-
that's not the point, Budala.
,,I am gonna find out about that fake smile of yours and will show everyone what kind of a perfect girl you are", he went on whispering and he was still too close to me.
Until he stood up from his sit and said
,,I promise, butterfly"
that was blackmailing? Am i right?
Is his life that boring that he has to waste his time on finding out about my smile?
Lucky me
Those were his last words before he went out of the classroom.
Everyone was shocked.
But I didn't care.
Cause I myself was shocked.
I didn't show it though.
My smile was still on my face.
But in my head.
Oh my god I don't even know what was going on in my head.
But those words repeated and repeated theirselves in my head.
Someone noticed.
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𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲!
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