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°The realization slowly sets in and I start to freeze up. Y/N pauses and looks at me confused.°
Y/N: You okay Hobi? You look a little sick..
Snap out of it Hoseok...
Hobi: U-uh...yeah...um...I-I need to step away for a second if you don't mind...
°Before she could respond, I let go of her hands and walk away as quick as I could.°
No wonder I didn't understand what I felt when I saw her. I've never felt much attraction to many people, but now that I'm interacting, maybe im mistaking my liking them as a friend as liking them as more? AISH why did you have to walk away??! You could have just stood and said you were fine!!
°But still, I hurry through the people who danced and screamed. Again, the headache came back, but a bit worse then the last two or three times.°
Maybe alcohol wasn't the way to go...
°I run up the stairs and rush over to the bathroom. I run in and slam the door. One hand rests on the door as the other stays on the knob.°
°My heart raced and felt heavy. I was panting, out of breath. I didn't understand why, but I noticed that I started to get freaked out. My hands shook and suddenly everything sounded 10x louder.°
°My body trembled and sooner or later my whole body trembled. I slowly let go of the knob and tried to back up only to fall on the floor. I crawled to the bathtub and went to one of the corners.°
°My body trembled as I curled up into a ball and covered my ears. I don't have my headphones to block out the noise. I got dizzy and lightheaded as the light in the bathroom seemed to burn my eyes.°
Why am I having a panic attack now?? Why does this happen to me?? Nothing can go right for me! This is my fault, I brought myself to this place and not I can't get out. Everything is too loud and bright...
°I was no longer trembling. I was shaking vigorously. I put my head between my legs and put my arms around my head.°
I want to hide...I don't want to be here anymor-
°I jump hard when I feel a tap on my shoulder. My heart already going fast, I lose my breath again. My eyes go wide when I see Josh on the other side of the bathtub.°
Josh: Hey there old friend...
°Suddenly, a sharp pain punctured the side of my head making me hiss and hold my head. He chuckles and runs his hand through his hair.°
Josh: You miss me yet?
Hobi: What do you want...
Josh: Nothing! Just want to see a best bud...
Hobi: You're here for who?
Josh: Agh you got me! I wanted to see Y/N! I haven't seen her in a while actually...
°I gulp as I sit there not knowing what to say to him.°
Josh: It's fine if you don't know what to say...
What the...its like he knows what I thin-
Josh: Of course I do.
°My heart drops.°
Hobi: W-What?
Josh: Of course I know what you're thinking.
Hobi: How??
Josh: I can't be somewhere without you, I know your thoughts...i know your darkest secrets now...what does that mean Hoseok?
°I pause my heart pounded against my chest though it never stopped.°
Hobi: I-I...
Josh: You're stuck with me and I'm stuck with you...I'm attached to you...you can't get rid of me Hoseok...
Hobi: Why...w-what...
Josh: You might want to start trying to get up. You're making Y/N worried.
Hobi: How would you know?
Josh: I may be connected to you but I can also tell a person's emotions if I wanted to, regardless of who they are. Only thing is, you're the only one I can communicate with. Oh, might also want to tell your new friends to cut it out with the alcohol. They might do something they may regret...same goes for you...
°He reaches forward and covers my eyes, and then I opened them to see an off white in front of me. I instantly sit up and realized that I had passed out. I hit my head when I fell and that's where the pain came from...that's why I was able to talk to him.°
Josh...if you're really connected to me...don't do anything to anybody...or we're going to have a problem-
How.
°I freeze up when I heard another voice in my head. It didn't sound like mine. In fact it sounded like multiple talking at once. A couple with low voices a couple with high voices but they all spoke at once.°
Are you...Josh?
How are you going to have a problem with me if you can't touch me.
My dreams...I can touch you in my dreams...but you technically you have the advantage...you manipulate my dreams...
Have fun trying...
°My hands clenched up into fists. I stand up and get out of the bathtub. I go in front of the mirror and rinse my face to get rid of the dried tears.°
How longs was I out.....You can't even tell me?.....Oh come on since your stuck with me at least tell me that.
21 minutes.
What the- shit, I need to hurry up.
°I quickly dry of my face with the hand towel and fix up my hair. I make sure I look okay aside from my puffy eyes.°
°I sigh and open the bathroom door. I walk out and go down the stairs but stop around the middle.°
°My heart picks up speed once again...°
"Why is Y/N talking to Derick..."
To Be Continued...
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