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I sit there in shock as I watched him walk away, my quivering lips letting out a sob I had been holding back all these while. I didn't want to cry in front of him, no, he shouldn't see me cry in front of him.
But why was he showing affection for me after all that he did to indicate he didn't give a shit about me. Like I could get my heart ripped in front of him and he wouldn't bat a lash at it.
But why do I feel so hurt after watching him walk away. I didn't see his eyes at all but I knew I felt the sincerity in them.
But how do I care?
I mean, he never cared about me so why should I?
I know from another person's view I would be a bitch but I actually didn't give to damns about it. I don't believe the fact that a whole Jungkook will have such a soft demeanour, what a huge abomination.
I'm not trying to play hard to get though but I'm not buying his act.
Ha! He misses me?
Does he?
He probably has something up his sleeve.
Yes exactly, he said he didn't care about me, I shouldn't waste my tears over him. I promised myself I was done shedding tears over him.
I swear, I won't cry.
Taking in a deep inhale, I blink my tears, trying to keep them from falling. I stared up the golden ceiling,
After a while of being sure I wasn't going to shed any tears, I looked around the room.
A lot of things have changed in here, his room looks way more different from the last time I had been here.
The plasma TV he had at the far end of his room looks different, few things are missing. The couch is still the same. The bathroom, I never entered but considering how his room is so huge, I'm sure he has a fancy bathroom with glass and an expensive jacuzzi bathtub.
The glass door to the balcony looked as if it was replaced.
I looked at the huge queen sized bed I was sitting on. There were new covers but they weren't black to my surprise, they were gray. The walls were cream. I must say, he had quite a luxurious room.
The balcony handrail wasn't metal as mine are back at the packhouse, it was glass with a metal sill.
Well what do I expect though, his parents were king and queen, he probably has the luxury to himself.
Obviously, no wonder he's such a spoilt brat .
I wonder how huge the closet is.
Why am I even thinking about his closet, ugh, never mind!
Ok I know these thoughts of mine are way too luscious for a patient who just came out of coma but hey, you can't blame me.
I don't actually feel that weak like when I was trying you wake up. I feel strangely fit.
Oh, my WOUND!
IT'LL PROBABLY LEAVE A SCAR!
I quickly pull up the shirt after making sure no one was entering.
Nothing! No scar
The wounds is
Gone?
Wait, I'm wearing someone's boxer?
Ok don't tell me, and the shirt!
Who changed me?
Jungkook
Oh my gosh did he change me?
I started to freak out as I inhaled his sweet scent, it was so prominent in this room. It calmed me in a way but if that ass took advantage to seeing me nude in my oblivious state, I'm fucking killing him!
The door was thrown opened, revealling a wide eyed twin brother. Our gazes locked and I smile weaklyy at him, feeling my eyes brim with tears.
"Luna! "
A very awfully dressed Louis pushed him aside, jumping on the bed and quickly pulling me into a hug. Slowly, everyone, well almost everyone piled into the room, a relieved smile tugging on their lips.
I yelped in surprise when someone pulled me into a breath cutting hug, squeezing the air out of my lungs. I looked down to be met with Louis head. Gripping onto his shoulders, I tried to pry him off of me but the male doesn't budge.
"Ok... Louis, I'm breaking your limbs in you don't let go. You aren't the only one I want to hug "
A pouty whine leaves his lips as he pulls away. I scowled at him, retreating my gaze to my brother, I stretch my arms wide, a warm smile on my lips as I stared at him, urging him to hug me.. Without hesitation, he practically jumped onto me, his broad body squeezing me under neath his. I giggled at how adorable it was, laughter filled the room as he rocked me back and forth, pecking me cheeks, forehead and hair every now and then.
"Oh my God Twinkle , I... I thought I wasn't seeing my baby sis again "
I pull away abruptly and shot him an annoyed look.
"I'm not your baby sis, I'm your twin, you aren't older than me " I glare at him and he chuckles raising his hands up in surrender.
"Ok ok, but I'm like five minutes older than you. I came to this world before you "
Rolling my eyes, I waved my hands around dismissively and turned to the rest who were grinning. My gaze locked with Esme who came and gave me a lung squeezing hug mumbling..
"You know, I did kick your mate's ass a month ago"
My eyes went wide as I pulled away and stared at her in shock. She nodded her head with a sluggish grin.
"Really? " I asked in shock
"Yea, really, will tell you everything later "
She winked and walk away. The alpha Jacob follows, giving me a fatherly hug with a gentle pat on my sshoulder.
The only vampires here were Namjoon and Jin Oppa.
I give Namjoon a wide grin , he returns it with very cute deep dimples, waving back at me. I always loved those his dimples. It makes him look so handsome, well all the vampires here are one damn good looking bloodsuckers.
Shaking the perverted thoughts, I look at Jin Oppa, repeating the same gesture and opening my arms wide at him. He strolled over gently, pulling me into a side hug and patting my head gently.
"Welcome back angel "
He whispered and I smiled nodding gratefully.
"Pleasure worldwide handsome "
I call him his infamous nick and he laughs so loud. The kind of windshield laughter he gave me sent me into fits of giggles.
Can he be any perfect. In my next life, I want a mate like him.
Glaring at the other twin males, I gave them a gesture together for a hug, I don't know but I wanted to hug them simultaneously.
They walked over and wrapped one hands around me. Jerry to my right and Jeremy at my left.
"I missed my kitten "
Jerry whispers in my ears flirtatiouasly. I couldn't help but to feel slightly uncomfortable at him being that intimate.
I'm not complaining, I do know he likes flirting a lot, especially with me.
I brought up my right hand to grab unto his cheek, pulling onto them.
"Jackass"
I snapped back, watching him laugh in between his cries of pain. Shoving him backwards, I turned to Jeremy and gave him a sweet smile, wrapping my arms around his neck. He laughs and hugs me back
"Don't scare us like that again "
"I won't "
I answer sharlply and let him go, smiling shortly.
Now it was Chris
The guy acts like Jin Oppa, in fact, they look so alike in both structure and behaviour. They are so well mannered and you would believe that if I told you he gave me a side hug like Jin Oppa.
See? Told ya!
"Missy Missy "
He says and I laughed
"Me too Mr Gentleman"
He laughs and pulled away. Honestly I don't know where all these nicks are coming from.
And now to the final grumpy Yoongi- like guy, Nathaniel. He stands isolated at the far corner, leaning against the wall with a blank face.
I glared at him, silently calling him for a hug. Can you believe the guy honestly rolled his eyes at me before pushing himself off the wall and walking to me. He has this robotic walk, he is so stiff and gentle.
"Hey favorite guy "
I call, seeing him arch an eyebrow at me. The door creaked opened slightly and I saw Jungkook's head poke from behind it . He only peeked but didn't enter. Our eyes locked gaze as I hugged Nathaniel , watching his eyes flash red as a low growl cuts through.
"Sorry about this Aniel"
He didn't have time to reply and I was already wrapped my hand at the nape of his neck, pulling him closer, I pecked his cheeks. I could see Jungkook's nose flare in anger, a menacing growl echoes through the room everyone tensed up.
I could feel Nathaniel stiffen in my hold, probably surprised at my act. Pulling away, I meet his gaze to see his eyes wide, his mouth opening and closing as if to say something but no words came out.
Jungkook on the other hand was fuming, I could literally see the steam coming out of his ears. That actually gives me a bittersweet satisfaction. Last time I checked, he didn't care.
He had come out fully from behind the door, meeting his gaze, my heartbeat increased and I could feel my face go pale as the emotions in his eyes. He looked miserable, his eyes were dull with bugs under them. His cheeks were sunken and he looked paler than usual. Seeing he had changed into another outfit. His curled locks were longer which gave him a more attractive look.
He looked handsomely miserable.
I gulped harshly, flinching when the metal knob broke under his grip.
He looked hurt, he looked as if he would explode from the different emotions in his eyes and that bothered me.
Was it right for one to do what I house did?
(*authir scoffs* bish 😡)
(Hey, I'm supporting u my dear! "😂)
" Jungkook no... "
Namjoon speaks when he was about to charge towards Nathaniel and his eyes soften as he met my gaze one more time. Guilt and pain flashing in his dark eyes every now and then. I captured my button lip in between my teeth biting it till I tasted a copper liquid in my mouth. staring back at him, I tried trying not to show how my heart aches at the sight of him.
Dropping the broken knob, he clenched his fist tightly before bowing his head, in lightning speed, he was gone .
Gone? Just like that I guess
Heavy breaths were released as it fell silent.
I curled my fingers into the sheets, trying not you cry at the heartache I felt. Biting back the sobs, my lips quivered.It felt good hurting him but why am I hurting in return?
Jungkook 🐰
I don't know how far I had teleported but I needed to get away before I lost it. I couldn't control myself so had to go far away from everyone.
I landed on the ground covered leaves with a loud thud , grunting, I squeezed my eyes shut as I tried to control my vampire side. It hurts holding back a change, I couldn't allow it take over or else I would go berserk.
I wanted blood, not to drink but I wanted to kill. I wanted something put my anger on . But if I did that, she will only hate me more so I did one thing that wasn't selfish, one thing that I knew if I did to myself, no one would be upset our blame me for it.
I searched around for a weapon, nothing was around. Reaching out for a stake that was few inches away from me, I groaned in pain as I dragged my arm on the floor to grab it. My shaky hands wrapped around the weapons and I laid on my side, bringing it to my shoulder.
I quickly stabbed the weapon into my arm, a loud cry making it's way out of my lips. Beads of sweat settled on my face as I left the stake in my arm.
I was breathing heavily, this was more pain than I have ever felt, I didn't care, it didn't matter if I died, I'll just be glad she's ok. If hurting myself was enough to stop me from hurting her again, then it's was fine.
I cried in pain, tears slipping down my face as the pain showed zero signs of lessening. I deserve it. I deserved more pain than this.
Memories of her kissing that guy replayed in my mind like a movie, it was repeating itself in my mind like how gifs normally do. I couldn't get it out, my eyes stung from both physical and emotional pain. No mater what, I knew I deserved it, more than anything.
I couldn't get it out of my mind. Eventually the pain was forgotten and my vampire side was trying to push in. My head aches, the side. My jaws ached, it burnt from trying to fight my fangs from elongating. My fang was fighting to come out whiles I was fighting too retract it. It was crazy of me, I never tried this much not to loose control.
I am stable, I can't loose control anymore.
Not when I came this far.
Those were the things I kept on chanting.
Angrily, I pulled out the stake from my arm, gritting my teeth to muffle a loud cry of the pain I felt. Blood seeped from my arm on to the ground, and I watched as plants began to grow at where my blood dropped. It was natural for a vampire's blood to grow plants, especially a pure blood. Green grasses began to grow from the bare ground with only dried leaves.
"Aaah "
I clenched my jaws. I was fighting an international battle with my own beast, how crazy must that sound?
I looked at the stick, my eyes barely opening.
This time, I was stabbing it into a place where I couldn't move. The only place was my through my heart. I didn't think twice about how I was committing suicide and slowly brought it to my chest.
I flinch in voluntarily and the stake missed my direct heart area, stabbing into the my chest close to my collar bone up my shoulder.Blood gushed out and splutteted on my face, I grinded my teeth together and cried out louder this time. I pulled the stake out and tossed it aside.
The pain was more intense and my need for blood and anger was gone. I groaned in pain lowly, digging my claws into the dirt and pushing my cheeks into the dirt. It hurts, everything hurts. Blood seeped through my black shirt and vanished into the land, the brown sand has changed to red and my cheeks were covered in my blood as the green grasses continued to grow . My body shook uncontrollably at the pain I felt yet it didn't hurt as much as my heart did.
Why did she do it?
Was the only thing I asked, as time went on, the chirping of the birds, the settling sun were the only thing I could focus on. My uneven breathing slowly calming down. I laid spread eagle'd on the ground, staring up at the blue and white clouds with the half opened eyes .Hot tears escaping the corners of my eyes.
My eyes eventually grew heavy, exhaustion of pain enveloped me and I found myself slowly embracing the abyss of darkness till I gave in completely, everything in reality well forgotten and my heart along with my mind, coming to its utmost rest.
For a reason, I hoped I never woke up.
Aww kookie~~
Now Luna stans, are u supporting Kookie or Luna forever?!
Hey, find a side, dun be a traitor 😂😂😂
Liya, I know u are still supporting Jungkook 😂😂😂