Sometimes I wish, you'd run away
Just leave me be, I'll be okay
I don't want you to care about,
Someone just like me.
Sometimes, I wish, you'd go away
Just look away, don't look for me.
Cuz I know you'd be better off
Without, seeing me.
Yet you come back,
Keep coming back.
Even as I say,
I hate you back.
Why can't you just leave me,
To rot, in empty hell?
Don't you know I'd be okay?
Don't you know you'd be a stray?!
Don't you hate me cuz, I just blame you,
And not myself?
Can't you see, that I am lost?
Can't you see, I ran away?
I don't want you to come with me,
And fall... like me.
Don't you know, it scares me now
To live, to rot, to die in hell
Don't, you know, it scares me...
So why, can't you hate me too?
I hate myself
Everyone too.
I know their gaze,
Maybe far too well.
So why, can't you hate me
Just like them?
...
Does it hurt you to tell me that?!
Does it hurt you to say You hate me too!
Why do you just lie to me
Or is that how you really feel?
Can't you say what others do?
Why do you cry and scream as I do?
Can't you see I wish to suffer
Alone with no one else?!
Leave me be I'll be okay
I'll smile someday, but not today
You know me too well to know that
I'd be up here, today.
Leave, go, and let me fly.
Let me see, the mountain 'n skies
Let me fly, let me seethe
And I'll see you, later on.
Goodbye, I hope you well.