Does It Still Hurt?

By Razia101

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Copyright© He held me and asked "what's wrong?" I looked at his beautiful forest green eyes and smiled and s... More

Chapter One: Welcome To Forest High
Chapter Two: Hello Beauiful, I'm Xavier
Chapter Three: Im Your What?...
Chapter Four: Starbucks
Chapter Six: The Smile Is Fake, The Tears Are Real
Chapter Seven: You Wouldn't Understand
Chapter Eight: My Story (Part One)
Chapter Nine: My Story (Part Two)
Chapter Ten: Truly Beautiful
Chapter Eleven: Have Fun For Once
Chaper Twelve: Broken... Again
Chapter Thirteen: Hell Broke Loose
Chapter Fourteen: Oh Hell No!
Chapter Fifteen: The Punishment
Chapter Sixteen: The Game
Chapter Seventeen: Audition
Chapter Eighteen: There's A Bump
Chapter Nineteen: Girls Night!
Chapter Twenty: Pack Doctors
Chapter Twenty One: "Im Sorry"
Chapter Twenty Two: Gone
Chapter Twenty Three: Lucy's Funeral
Chapter Twenty Four: The New Beginning
Chapter Twenty Five: Hugs Give Me Life
Chapter Twenty Six: "Its Coming!!"
Chapter Twenty Seven: "There's A What?!"
Chapter Twenty Eight: Surprise
Chapter Twenty Nine: Amulet
Chapter Thirty: Intruder
Chapter Thrity One: Ross?
Chapter Thrity Two: Secrets Hidden
Chapter Thrity Three: Golden Eyes
Chapter Thirty Four: Parents
Chapter Thirty Five: Moving Out
Chapter Thirty Six: I'm Back
Chapter Thirty Seven: Captured
Chapter Thirty Eight: Time Stood Still
Chapter Thirty Nine: Moon Goddess
Chapter Forty: Second Wish
Chapter Forty One: Thank you
Chapter Forty Two: The Big Question
Chapter Forty Three: Forgetful
Chapter forty four: Graduation Day
Chapter Forty Five: Official Prom
FINAL AUTHORS NOTE Q&A!

Chapter Five: Thinking Out Loud

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{Meghan's POV}

I looked at my clock and it reads 4 o'clock. Why the hell was I up this early? I thought to myself as I got up. I walked to my closet and put on my jeans jacket with my tights and my back combat boots.

I put my dirty blond hair in a bun on top of my head. I did my make up not so much that you could see. Just a little mascara and my lip gloss. I looked in the mirror I guess I looked good. I'm always insecure about myself. If I'm good enough or not.

I jumped out my window staring at the ground. I lived on the fifth floor. Luckily Josh was their to catch me. His muscles didn't even flinch. I have been sneaking out with him for a couple of days now.

I think we're dating now because he told me all about his secrets, and tells me I'm 'his'  I'm so surprised he opened up to me. I cant believe I'm his mate.

To be honest I know a lot of werewolves than any other human being. I have always done research on those species. They're just so interesting. When he told me I'm his mate I was so happy he did seem like the perfect person for me. I just hope I don't get my heart broken by him. He's extremely handsome, girls throw them selves at him. But he always tells me I'm the one for him.

He put me down on my feet after he catches me bridal style. He is truly my dream boy. I smile and kiss him on the cheek. As we slowly walk he intertwined our fingers together I didn't mind. I swayed our harms back and forth. He held my hand tight. He was taking me somewhere. I didn't know where but he said it was special just for me.

A few minutes later we arrive at a little bar. I smile as we walk in. I didn't know what he was up too. But I smiled like I knew. He sat me down at a table and told me to stay here. I nod as he walked to the stage and grabbed his guitar. He winked at me. He stared at my eyes and began to play his guitar. He began to sing his voice was beautiful. I never knew he could sing. He was singing;

Ed Sheeran, Thinking out loud. I loved this song, it was one of my favorites.

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me-I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

He sung the song so beautifully. When he was finished he the crowed cheered. He came to my table and I hugged him. "That was beautiful" I said.

"That was only for you beautiful" I pulled away from the hug.

"You know you don't have to call me beautiful all the time, Josh"I said.

"Yes I do, you're the most beautiful girl I've laid eyes on. And you're the only girl I should be looking at". You make me smile even when I don't even want to,and I love you for that. I know its a little too fast for me to say I love you but for me my love for you doesn't have a time limit" Josh said.

"J-Josh" I began. He stopped me.

"No Meghan, you don't have to tell me you love me. Because you can wait till you fall in love with me, I don't care how long it will take I will make you fall in love with me Meghan Blue" he stopped talking. He was breathing heavily. I looked at his amazing eyes. I kissed him as passionate as I could. His hand's wondering all over my body. "Let me take you home" he said. I looked at his eyes and saw lust.

I nodded looking at him straight in the eyes. He smiled. He was so hot I can't believe he's all mine.. He took me into Pine Forest and there was this cute cabin there I could see it from where I was. I was so tired.

"Are you okay Meghan?"

"Yeah I'm fine". He stopped and looked at me.

"Maybe I should pick you up". He put his arm around my legs and my neck and picked me up bridal style. I smiled and looked at him.

"Thank you Josh"

"No problem baby" he said. He truly was perfect for me.

We were in the cabin now. He placed me on the bed and came on top of me. He started kissing me hard I didn't mind. I knew I wanted to lose my v-card by him. He slowly took my clothes off. I was new with this so I didn't interfere as much.

He took off his own clothes, as he started kissing my neck. Soon leaving butterfly kisses. Then he brought his canines out. "Baby this might hurt a little" he said. I took a deep breath and his teeth went in my neck. I could barely feel the pain I felt pleasure instead.

He kissed the spot and start kissing my lips. I cant believe I'm his now officially.

{Next Morning, Still Meghan's POV}

I felt the sun coming out piercing through window and through the curtains. I opened my eyes squinting as the sun hit them. I feel an arm around my waist I turn around and see Josh. All the memory's form last night suddenly came upon me. I smiled. I was still looking at him. I shifted my body so I was looking at him directly. He was snoring. He looked so cute when he's asleep.

My cell phone went off. I tried to get it. I forgot to tell the girls last night about staying with Josh. There probably so mad and worried. I couldn't get my phone. Josh tightened his grip on me even more.

"Baby just turn it off". I went to turn my phone off and I was still looking at him. Suddenly he opened his eyes so quickly I flinched. He smiled at me. I did the same.

"Good morning Meg" he said in his morning voice. It was so sexy.

"Josh baby, I have to go the girls are probably really worried about me"

"Noo please can you stay just a little more with me in bed? the sun just came up you have lots of time" he said.

"No, I'm sorry I have school today so its better if I go now". I said. He let go of me.

"Fine just because it's school today if it was the weekend I would have made you stay".

I smile and got out of bed. I ran to the wash room in the bed room. I washed my face put my hair in a bun. I came out running. Josh just stared at me amused.

"What?!" I asked looking at him. He looked at me up and down. I finally looked at myself and realized. I have my bra and my underwear on. My face went red.

"You could have told me this earlier Josh" I said. While putting my tights on.

"Now why would I want to ruin the good moment for myself?" he asked while smirking. I looked at him and gave him a small smile. I put my tank top on and my jeans jacket.

I kissed him on he cheek. He pulled me on top of him. "Is that all your going to give me?" I kissed him on the lips.

"Bye baby I have to go okay"

Bye, I love you" he said with smile.

I ran out the door and ran home. I guess it pays off training Rosalina for track last year. I was on front of the apartment I walked in and I buzzed in the girls let me up. I walked in front of the door I opened the door all I could hear was the girls yelling. oh god I'm in deep shit I thought to myself.

A\N

So how was Chapter Five- Thinking out loud? I hope you guys liked it sorry, I haven't updated lately I needed my editor to edit this chapter she couldn't do it. So I just published it unedited. Hope that's okay.

Don't forget to vote or comment.

XOXO RAZIA101

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