~~~~(Karma's PoV)~~~~
I left the meeting in anger and disgust about the whole situation but then saw Asano leaning against the wall a couple feet away from the door and chuckles a bit.
"What you chuckling at, dipsh*t??" I said in anger as I his way since it was the way to my room.
"None, just none," he said as he smiled and shamed his head before getting off the wall.
"Then why you chuckling like a weirdo," I said still annoyed.
"It's just that... Since when the all might Karma Akabane care about his kingdom?? Never once tried to stand up for them, but now I could hear you from outside stating that they are good people," Asano smirked.
"You're an annoying Bastard, you know that right?" I said before turning left.
"Probably because of Nagisa right???" He said, I froze for a moment but then left, as I ignored the rest of his comments.
I hate this palace
~~~~~{Nagisa's pov}~~~~~~
A couple hours later after Karma and his cousin, Asano left, our mother came home. As soon as she set a foot in the house, Okuda and her friend kept talking about Karma and Asano, and how they were good looking and was willing to spend time with them, and how they might looks good together.
Kayano and I finished cleaning the kitchen and our faces before she came home, so Kayano and I were just chilling and eating pie.
"Well don't that sound lovely dear," my mother said in a nice and loving tone that makes my heart clench.
Sometimes, well not sometimes but every time my own mother show affection towards Kayano, Okuda or even a stranger, makes me feel jealous on how my OWN mom priorities them first before me.
"I know right mother, and not only that, but he's mysteriooous," Okuda said in a giddy tone.
"Oh how so?" My mom said, then Okuda's friend chimed in.
"They were both wearing masks mothe-..." Before Amanda could even finish her sentence she stopped.
"Sorry Ms. Shiota, I-"
"Its okay dear, I think of you as my daughter as well. I don't mind you calling me your mother," my own mother said.
My heart clenched even tighter. I felt like I wanted to be sick. Here I am, not being able to call my own mother, "mother" or "mom" or "ma" or even "mommy". I have to Calle her miss. And I'm her own child! Yet she's perfectly fine letting someone else call her that even though she didn't adopt them or is related by blood.
I was Almsot half way done with my pie, but hearing someone I want to show me affection and show it to someone else, my whole appetite was gone.
"You okay?" Kayano whispered, trying not to get caught.
"Yeah, I just had enough pie, you can eat the rest," I said as I slid the plate towards her, and told her to have a good day before going up to my room, or the attic I must say instead.
I slumped down on the worn out mattress face first and groaned.
Today was a bit complicated.
Couldn't meet up with Karma, I saw him but couldn't really talk to him.
And my own mother accepting someone else as her own child then her actual biological child.
I smiled a bit though, thanks to Kayano and her goofiness.
My eyes then started to get heavy. I didn't try to fight it, because I always believe that my dreams and sleeping is my only get away.
~~~~~{Karma's pov}~~~~~
I made it to my room, so I opened it and shut the door with a whole ton of force, but since it's heavy, it didn't really move that fast for it to slam shut.
I then unbutton my two collar buttons and slipped off my shoes as I through my body against my bed as I sighed, and covered my eyes with my arm.
I know Asano is right
But I just don't want to admit it
I then groaned and grabbed a pillow and threw it across the room out of anger.
"D*MNNNNNNNM!!!!!!" I yelled out in anger as I grabbed a handful of my hair.
"SH*TTTTTTT!!" I yelled out as I threw another pillow across the room which hit a vase and making it clash and brake as it hit the floor.
I then went out on my balcony and tried to calm down.
Today's is just frustrating
I groaned at my thought as I leaned against the railing and massaged my head with one of my hand.
I just need a break
I sighed before closing my eyes and taking a deep breath.
~~~(Nagisa's Pov)~~~~~~
I don't know how long I was asleep but I know I woke up to bells ringing rapidly and my name being called out non stop, while the sky was dark blue with white shinning dots lighting up the sky a bit.
"NAGISA!!!"
"NAGISA!!"
"NAGISAAAAAA!!"
Both Okuda and my own mother yelled, making my ears and head hurt.
I quickly got up and wiped my face from any type of drool.
I then headed downstairs, to see two angry females.
"Why isn't dinner ready!??" Okuda complained as she placed her hands on her hips.
"It's okay dear no need to get upset. Nagisa is gonna start on it now. And maybe she'll go to bed with no dinner again and see if that gives her a reason, to never forget to fix dinner," my own mother said as she gently placed her hands on Okuda's shoulder.
I then started to feel a little sad and upset.
"I'm a HE," I said under my breath before leaving. I was then pulled by the hair, making me fall backwards from the sudden force.
"YOURE A SHE! YOURE A FEMALE!!! " My mother yelled repeatedly as she yanked my hair everywhere, thinking if she yelled enough my gender would change.
I winced and begged her to stop but all she did was make the grip on my hair even tighter.
~~~~(Karma's pov)~~~~~
After a while, I opened my eyes, but still listened to the trees sway, the crickets make noise and as well with birds chirping here and there.
This is so unlike you
I told myself as I sighed, and left my balcony to put on my shoes to go out in the field where the soldiers are practicing and try to clear my mind there.
I then opened the door and walked down the hallway.
I should try to collect my old self
You're becoming too soft
I told myself again, as I even rolled my eyes at my own self.
~~~~( Nagisa's pov)~~~~~~
I was now cooking and making mash potatoes with gravy and mushrooms mixed in with it, while I made it with steak and vegetables.
I had to let down my hair because of how my mom was pulling my hair making my scalp hurt and my hair ties wasn't helping me either which helps gives me a small headache.
Kayano being a nice person decided to help me, Washed, peel and mashed the potatoes as I made the gravy.
Today was just troubling
I thought as I sighed and stopped chopping up the mushrooms to close my eyes and take a deep breath in before letting it out, hoping the weight in my shoulders would fall off a bit.
After a few of taking a deep breaths in and out I was able to resume on cooking.
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