[ I edited the first chapter of the book . Please reread it for avoiding confusions ]
" I met him 3 years ago.
It was a press conference in another agency. I went there with 0 interest and I was planning to doze off.
But he caught my full attention .
He looked so handsome and wrecked.
And I never knew I'll be seeing him again.
I saw him on my birthday next time
Oh god he was a nuisance back then
Who knew my biggest nuisance will turn out to be my biggest addiction one day ?
He came to my workplace later
I could say that he was cursing his life choices
And I made sure he does
Because I annoyed him so much
But there was something in his smile
He was so naive to call dumb
And I liked it about him so much
I was drawn to him for no reason
Maybe it was his aura
Things had to spice up next
And spice up means physically let me just say
I thought it was just lust I felt
But it was an attraction I never had before
It was forbidden I know
Yet I had the Forbidden Attraction towards him
And slowly the Forbidden Attraction starts getting into habit
Habits we can't let go..
He become my daily routine
Having him with me was my passion now
He saw me broken and I saw him too
We were like sewing each other's wounds
I don't know what love is
Shit I'm not good with words
But all I know is I want him only for me
I never felt the stupid butterflies taking me over
Before he happened in my life
If this is love then it's love
I don't know now and think I won't know ever
All I know is I want to be the reason of his smile
I want to be the person to ease his pain
It should be me to whom he'll come to
The feeling I have for him is undescribable
He flatters my heart like no on else
His touches make me fly way too high
I feel like he is the one I belong too
I heard about first love , first everything
You may not be my first everything,but you are my first many thing
He is my peace , he is my comfort
I didn't want to admit it before but I'm not denying anymore
I feel so safe when I'm with you
You , feels like home.
Yeah Jeffery , I took so long to say
I don't even know if my feelings will be reciprocated
But I don't wanna regret it anymore
I love you Jeffery
And lastly
Thank you for saving my flat ass "
Taeyong was smiling but his eyes were shining.
Yet his heart was content saying everything he had to say .
Ten was rubbing his back and Taeyong kept smiling.
Johnny was just staring at them.
It was a live broadcast after all..
" Kun he remembered everything and he confessed... What will happen now ?"
Madison was rubbing her palms together.
But Kun just hugged her tight,
" He is strong enough . Don't worry. It was bound to happen"
" But Haeun is out and Jaehyun.. he didn't come to meet him in last 3 days "
" We can't do anything about their relationship . It's between two of them. All we need to do it keep Taeyong safe and pray for him okay ?"
Madison was crying on her fiances arm,
" He is in pain again .. this time physical mental both . "
" He'll be fine .."
Kun replied caressing her hairs.
" Jeffery is ...
That's Jaehyun hyung..
When did this happened?
I had suspicion but I didn't want to interfere
Taeyong hyung is good for Jaehyun hyung
But his girlfriend is still there
Let's kill her ..."
The dreamies were watching it live from their practice room.
" Jaemin did you know?"
Asked Donghyuck and all the rest looked at him.
" Yeah... He is my cousin. Of course I knew"
Jaemin replied but his mind was thinking about his cousin only.
What will happen now ?
" And I thought I was his first love.
Taeyong you cheat
Aaahh... "
Yuta was slapped hard on his shoulder ..
" Go to him then "
Sicheng glared at the Japanese.
" Awweee my Sichengie... I only love you ... My baby my angel .."
Sicheng rolled his eyes ,
" I wonder how is Jaehyun feeling right now ?"
" He is an idiot . I don't know what will he do . "
" We saw this coming though. But not like this "
" Never imagined this downfall actually"
The two of them were watching it live from Japan.
" From stalking Jaehyun for someone else to falling deeply in love with him , Taeyong hyung surely have come a long way "
Lucas who was watching the live from Hong Kong commented wrapping his lover into his embrace.
" Taeyong hyung knew him way before that. He literally saved Jaehyuns ass . That caused him his stomach scar "
Jungwoo commented
" We can never predict who will become what in our life right ?"
" Life is unpredictable. It's all about going with the flow "
Jungwoo said holding his lover tight.
" Tae ... Let's drop you home "
" No.. I wanna stay here ."
" But .. are you sure it's safe for you ?"
" Lee.. if there is a place where I'm safe other than , Appa omonis house, that's our agency"
Ten nodded ,
" But how'll you go home then ?"
" Jaemin is here . He'll go home late. I'll ask his driver to drop me home. "
Taeyong answered.
" I'll be worried for you "
" Ohh.. I'm sick of everyone being worried for me. It's frustrating"
Taeyong groaned.
" It's because we love you idiot"
" Yeah... We all do Taeyong"
Johnny supported his boyfriend.
" By the way Lee .."
Ten turned to Taeyong..
" Yeah.."
" Thank you for telling me not to take the sedatives after lunch .. "
Ten flashed a big smile ,
" You don't need to thank me bitch. Things we do for love you know "
" Ah.. okay.. now shoo... You two are giving me headache "
Johnny and Ten left Taeyong after hugging him.
He was walking through the inner side of Triple T , where people were giving him looks .
He was hearing whispers ever since his confession. Internet went wild so does the media.
The duo were getting mixed reactions but who cared anyway.
Not them..
Taeyong wanted to get inside his cabin but there were two men fixing the lights outside of his cabin.
" Ahh... Sir .. do you need to go inside? We can fix the lights later "
Taeyong shook his head ,
" No it's fine. Carry on "
With a smile , Taeyong walked forward, took the elevator and pressed the button.
He opened the door and closed it..
" 15 the floor .. it's been a long time since I came here last ."
He sat on the big sofa , remembering the unholy things he did with Jaehyun here. Intentionally his face went all smiley thinking about him.
Him..
Jaehyun..
Looking through the glass window , Taeyong lied down on the sofa ... Thinking about his life events...
Not less than any movie at all.
It all started with his dreams... Wild and unholy dreams.
He knew he couldn't ask anyone other than Ten. And the Thai male actually helped him .
As Ten told him not to intake sedatives during lunch and sleep without it , he really did that.
That's when he realized there was someone who would visit him everyday during that time.
Taeyong was nervous when the male came inside and locked the door. Though he knew his family wouldn't let anyone dangerous come near him, still he was frightened.
He peeked at the males face and his soul left when he saw that dark orbs and dimples.
He was the guy from his unholy dreams.
But there was something in his aura , which made Taeyong calm. His touches.. as if Taeyong was looking for it . His voice , Taeyong was starving for..
He was trying to understand what he was saying... His mind was unstable listening to the person.
His name was Jaehyun. That's what Madison called him.
Taeyongs full body reacted when Jaehyun kissed him.
He was craving for his lips without even knowing their relationship.
He had the urge to pull him close and deepen the kiss but he restrained himself.
His continuous apologies and tears made Taeyong cry too..
His heart was aching Everytime.
But Ten didn't tell him anything about Jaehyun.
His last option was blackmailing his sister.
The younger one.
Knowing the other one , Madisons super possessiveness will never let him know the truth.
So he kept blackmailing Alana until she gave up and finally gave Taeyong his phone back.
" Oppa .. I hide your phone in my college locker because mom , Haeun and police were looking for it. You have many personal stuff in your phone. Also your secret identity. I didn't want them to know anything that's why I kept it.
I still don't think it's a good idea for you to go through your phone but you are stubborn.
Also I have saved a voice recording here. Listen to it when you think you can handle. Also your password is 1401. "
" How do you know that ?"
" Your saviour told me "
That's all Alana said .
He knew it was dangerous for his nervous system. But he was Taeyong.
Taking risk was his hobby...
Taeyong kept his phone hidden from his family and kept going through his chat list , SNS and call history.
His main target was to understand his and Jaehyuns relationship.
When he opened their chat box he found it strange.
The lady texting they had was on 14th February. A long time ago.
But that wasn't the only shock ..
When he start reading their old messages , things were becoming clear...
Luster he said
Then Taeyong decided to listen to the voice record. It was the day when he had brain attack.
It was from Alana,
" Oppa... I'm recording this because I don't know if I'll be able to tell you or anyone all this face to face. That's why I'm doing this.
On abujiis birthday , he and Haeun planned to kill you. You were tricked . I saw you falling on ground and I know what was gonna happen. But omma dragged me out from them and I couldn't help you.
I cried and screamed a lot but no body listened to me.
Luckily your phone was in my room . But it was locked.
I was praying to God .. just a call. From anyone. So that I could tell them..
Finally... Jaehyun oppa called me.
I told him everything and he told me your phone lock.
I called uncle for help because Jaehyun oppa said he'll save you.
I don't know how he did that , but police came soon.
Haeun somehow escaped and police thought abujii was the main culprit. I didn't get to see Jaehyun oppa.
But police said they got an anonymous call. I'm sure that was him. He saved you because uncle was late to come with another group of police.
Uncle Na also accompanied uncle Song . They had proves against abujii so police arrested him .
Omma and Haeun put a pity party show and escaped the police.
Jaehyun oppa didn't come here after that . He went to hospital to see you.
Madison unnie was mad. But unty let him meet you. He comes to meet you everyday.
I shouldn't say this , but Haeun was the one who put this plan inside abujiis head.
Because somehow she learned that... That there was something going on between you and Jaehyun oppa. Her jealousy and stubbornness made her do this . And she took advantage of abujiis greed for the position .
Oppa never misunderstand Jaehyun oppa. I don't know why he is staying low and not showing up . But he really cares for you. "
Taeyong head was already hurting when he was listening to the record. After finishing it he went through his gallery..
And all the memories start kicking in...
" She said you care for me ..
You said you are waiting for me..
Then where are you now Jaehyun ?
Don't you want me ?
What was that you wanted to tell me on your birthday ?
Do you not have anything to say ?
I... I miss you asswhip idiot... "
Taeyong shut his eyes close ...
His eyes were sweating.
" Yoonoh... He confessed..."
Jessica rubbed Jaehyuns arm.
She didn't know about the whole situation until her mother called her and told her Jaehyun locked himself inside his room after watching the live show.
His parents also knew about it but they didn't asked him anything.
" I don't deserve him noona...
He deserves someone better.
Maybe the Chinese knife , Madison wants to set him up with ... "
" Yoon.... He clearly wants you not him... Don't be like this.. please"
Jaehyun kept his head burried into his pillow.
His pillow was drenched with his sweating eyes too...
" I'm leaving.. that bastard has regained his memory. "
" But he isn't saying or doing anything Haeun.."
" That's because that pregnant hoe is getting married in 2 days. He is staying low. Just after the marriage ceremony ends.. he'll come after me . I know it "
Haeun groaned in frustration. Her plans were failing. She couldn't even kill Taeyong in hospital.
" What about Jaehyun ?"
" Didn't you see what that bastard said ? That Jeffery fucker is Jaehyun.. "
Haeun pushed her hairs back.
" No .. they both played with me. Taeyong snatched my boyfriend and Jaehyun cheated on me. No one does this with me.. no one.. "
" What will you do now ? No one will help us "
Mrs Lee tried to calm down her daughter.
" I called my producer. He is in Korea. I'm leaving with him for atleast 6 months. I'll stay overseas.."
" What if Taeyong exposes you ?"
Haeun smirked,
" Omma... Once I live this country , no law will be able to get me.. I'll stay away till everything cools down. Then... "
" Then what ?"
Mrs Lee wasn't liking it.
" I'll come back.. and I'll ruin them. All of them .. no one plays with Haeun Kim.."
" Can't you let it go Haeun ? This revenge mentality is getting is no where "
" No way I'm letting them go.. both Jaehyun and Taeyong will pay for what they did to me. Along with their families. I'll ruin the Jungs and Songs. If we can get abujii out , we'll ruin the Nas too... "
" Haeun please.. stop this .. "
" No ... Way .. "
" You are just like your father.. I'm just thankful that Alana is not like that . "
Mrs Lee was regretting.
" Whatever... I'm leaving Korea tomorrow. And when I'll come back , I'll destroy everything.. just wait and watch.... "
Haeun took her bags and left.
" Atleast they are safe for few months but I need to warm everyone after Madison unnies wedding"
Alana muttered to herself as she was listening to Haeun and her mother silently from a hidden corner.
" Bingo ... I got the senders details .."
Police officer Jimin screamed ..
" Jimini paboyaaa"
Yoongie scolded..
" Ahh.. sorry sunbae.. but you wouldn't believe me when I will show who send us all this "
Yoongie rolled his eyes and went to see what his junior was excited about..
" Shit.. this isn't what I was thinking about... This is the same person who told me to ...."
" Told you go check more isn't it ?"
Jane interrupted them.
Both the male nodded.
" So what are we gonna do now?"
Asked the female officer.
" Let's catch the sender .."
Jimin said excitedly.
" Oh god ... We aren't going to catch a criminal Jimin.."
Jane slapped his arm.
" But the way all informations was gathered , it was fully professionally work . It's not easy for anyone to get them easily "
Yoongie tried to defend Jimin.
" That's your lacking that you couldn't do it being a police officer. Now let's go.. "
Jane replied.
The three officers came out from the police station and prepared to get inside their car but another car just arrived in Full speed ...
Their eyes got wider seeing the person coming out from the car..
" Oh... Hello officer Yoongie .. officer Jane ... And officer Park... "
The arriver smiled.
" What are you doing here ?"
Asked officer Yoongie.
" We were coming to yo..."
Jane covered Jimins mouth.
" Well.... I guess I just made your work easier. Because I need your help now . That's why I'm here "
The person gave the three officer an iconic smile
This is me waiting for your theories and cursing😅😅😅.
I'm about to sell my soul to devil , just to finish this book before WAYVs comeback.
Because I stated writing this last October during " Take Over the Moon " . So I'm trying to complete this before " Awaken the World " , keeping my other two books on hold.
God may bless me..
Lots of love.
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