Survivor's Remorse

By LaLaLeoVA

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Survivor's Remorse is a personal collection of poetry, songs, lyrics, prose, and more that ranges from the ea... More

My Pain
The Mime's Mask
My Love For You
The Late Afternoon
For You
The Perfect Man
Dead This
My Love Comes Down
For the One I Love
My Lacy, Black Panties
Death Has Come
My Reflection
The Windstar
Our New Life
Yearning Love
Heartbroken
The True Meaning of Hate
I Want
Take a Bow
What My Life Means To Me
Love Me As You Love Yourself
All That Happened
Marriage Denied
No One Else
Hopes Of Love
Lost Hope
My Heart To Yours
The Pain of Relationships Pt. 2
My Baby
A Night of Adventure
Once By The Atlantic
Disagreement
Hecate
The Substance of His Love
I am His
Love Dance
Losing It
The Man in my Dreams
Always on my Mind
Thank You
Every Night I Pray
Maybe
What Best Suits You
Judging Me
Untitled
My Generation
Untitled 2
Untitled 3
Savage Journey Rap
Radar Rap
Explain to Me, Love
I was glass
It Ends Here & Now
My Heart Sings
Sunrise
Happy Valentine's Day
I Wasn't Meant to Love You
Die for Love
Love's Deadly Fall
A Sorrowful Discerning
A World Astray
You Know This
Untitled 4
The Imperfect Stranger
A Sailor Widow's Farewell
Love Is
The Heart Strings of Destiny
Death To A Culture
When the Last Heart String is Broken
Rose-Colored Glasses
A Befitting Elation
To Each Their Own
When Opportunity Knocks
Last Prayer
Volition
Spring Haiku
Love Like This Song to Haruka/Michiru OST
Thursday the 13th
An Estranged Will
I was trash
Uncomfortable
Forsaken
Tree of Ages
Grandma's Kitchen
The Fate of a Woman
A Late Winter Night's Dream
Destined for Greatness
Love & War
Life's Premise
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge Part I
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge Part II
Alphabetical Author Writing Challenge Part III
Passing Ships in the Night
Growing Up
Forever Free
Live Your Legend
Destined Treasures
The Storm's Pass
No Fairy Tale
Focus
I Danced For Her
Empower to Flower
I was alone but alive
The Definition of Insanity
Papa's Farm Land
The Luck of Fate
Wolf in Sheep's Clothing
Humanity
Days Back Home
Self-Doubt, No Clout
Life Away
Stagnant
Desire
Feeling
Emptiness
All the Same
A Woman's Plight
Alone
Preparation
Acceptance
Belief
Hate into Grace
Always Alone
Breaking Generational Curses
Kazoo
Time
I was blankly away
Fallen
Autumn Awes
I Believe
Above the Rim
No Cure For Evil
High-Ku
Lucid Dream
Bold Bond
Lost Connection
A Soul's Abstinence
Every Single Action
Indifference
Outcomes Vary
Forgiving
Retribution
Hocus Pocus Focus
Stranger
Positive Affirmations
Double Standards
The Flat Alternate Reality: Ebbing Toward the Edge
Emotional Unavailability
When The Bad Days Win
W(orld), W(ord), & W(horled) Parts
Herkind
Prophecy
The Power of the Heart
World Music

Queen

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By LaLaLeoVA

Written May 15, 2020, at 8:22pm -- Finished at 9:28pm

Revised 1/24/2022 9:50pm

Formerly named Deserving, title changed to Queen


A tribute to a 3 poem piece that I am currently writing to submit to a magical realism anthology!

Wish me luck!

*Update: I was not accepted for this anthology back in 2020 lol*


Every Queen deserves the very best!

There's an internal royal crest

Embroidered upon her fragile soul.

Right past her sprouting bosom,

There's an innocent heart forged from

The purest adamantine and the softest of golds.


As often taught when precious and young,

She patiently

Awaits her daring knight in

Shining platinum armor.

Fantasies of civil freedom haunt her.

The timeless courting balls and moonlit dances

Taunt her for so much more

Than she feels her betrothed prince could ever offer.

Gracious proposals shouldn't be refused!

Right?


She is a perused scholar.

Fighting the urge to staunchly refuse

To be saved by [the likes of] anyone.

For the time to be courageously enthused

To become one's own savior

Has promptly arisen.

No more misogynistic prisons

Disguised as opportunistic

Mysticism with

No [chance(s) of] escape.


It's as if a clueless society feels as if a pure 'delicate princess'

Isn't capable of succeeding in protecting herself;

Or thus, fairly ruling over others.

She's shamelessly smothered with outdated customs from the time of birth by

Prestigious nobility, Royal advisors, Aristocratic lineage and those who wish

To "protect" her royal blood and that of the

Future heirs to the nonlinear line.


The elected masters attempt to expertly

Instruct, deduct, and harshly judge,

Enforce senseless etiquette and

Endless pompous rules of supposed diplomacy.

Foolishly, they promise these birthright tools

Will surely attract her sworn protector.

In her sheltered adolescence, she transitions

Into a rogue yet unnoticed deflector, fleeing for the right

To live her life the way she sees fit.

She feels she should be trusted.


Her controlled attitude becomes amiss and astray.

The developing plot twist?

It is never one everyone expects.

The water's reflection is murky at first

And becomes clearer with each

Painful yet mandatory lesson.

Before too long,

It's bitterly refreshing to her to finally

Be able to learn and embrace

Her peerless destiny.

Who she was, who she is, and who she intends to become!


Her prophesied handsome hero

Either never comes

To the desperately failed rescue,

Or would had been a facade all along...

Leading to a villainous escrow

Agreement of the worst type.

The infatuation hype of romantic passion

Almost always fades away.

And then its stench 

Brings in the shade of

True imperialism.


Silky metallic hues of royal sapphire,

Rich mahogany and deep maroon,

Are the unmistakable colors of

Pure regal blood.

No different from any other [person/culture].

From the beginning of her life until

The end of the strife to reign.

The blue fades to black.

A royal woman's life.

A normal woman's life.

Are both or neither intact?

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